a very long story.

warning: not a happy bunny
how i wish blogger has an option to lock certain entries =.=
seriously u can just ignore this entry

this extremely prompt post was triggered while i was talking to a dear friend of mine....

its one of those times again...
i've seen it happened so many times to others.... heck.. i've even been in this type of situations..

i guess we havent really lived if we've never been betrayed before...

sometimes i feel like relationships are like a string of beads... one snap is all it takes for a mess to be created... and what do u have left? a single strand of sanity that u cling onto?

what causes the fragility of such relationships?
jealousy? pride? anger? greed?
human nature?
i suppose...

since its generally unavoidable...

im sure we've all been through it..
one day u realise people who you thought were your friends suddenly turn out to be less than friends...
sure bitching is pretty normal... we all do it... but its only alright to a certain extent..

we should all realise that words hold a certain power....
it can bring joy...
and it can hurt...
boy can it hurt...

to the one that this post was intended for:

remember my words...

stay strong... for life is full of this kind of shit...
as much as we hate it.. we're gonna meet backstabbing jerks/bitches like this all the time..
and at the end of it we just have to say
oh fuck it.. and move on with life...

im not asking u to shut yourself from others...
just learn from what u experienced...
theres no use changing who u are...

so i've been bitched about... do i change who i am? no... i might be sad over it.. i might even cry over it.. i might be crushed... but im not gonna change who i am for the world!

maybe there IS something wrong with me... but hey..
you cant please EVERYONE can you?

u open your heart out to ppl... and sometimes people come along and just rip it apart... and stomp all over it...

if you're lucky...
you'll find true friends who will be there for u.. to pick up the pieces.. to assure u... to lend u an ear... a shoulder even...
and thats when u'll be more than thankful...
finding one of these friends probably come with meeting tens or hundreds of people who are really not your true friends..

what if u find that u're not lucky enough to have this kind of friends?

well pick up the pieces on your own dummy... u'll survive!
and open your eyes bigger...
chances are... your friends are right beside you all along...

omfg.. i hope i didnt preach too much there... IM SO SORRY...
dear/darling/honey/watever forms or endearment.... please dont waste your tears over useless people...
I HATE SEEING MY FRIENDS CRY
IT MAKES ME SAD N EMO N I FEEL LIKE CRYING TOO!!!!
hence this entry.....

for my friends...
for those that i have hurt...
im honestly sorry... if i have EVER hurt u... i have never meant it.. im just a silly person who says silly things without processing it with my brain...

for those who are still calling themselves my friends...
I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!

if theres anything at all... feel free to talk to me k?

ps: any typos are due to emotional instability... LOL.... ok im just really lazy to check so bear with me....

and oh yea...
i really HATE hearing the word chill when im frustrated/angry/pissed.....
just wanted to announce that...

muchos love!!!

~..ting..~wrote something here ~~~ (: (:; 10:27 PM

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