a very long story.

okay time to really face it....

has anybody noticed that i left yet?
haha

errm....
lets make this official....
i left taylors already.......

yeah....
don't bombard me with all those 'Whyyyyy' questions....
my head has been screwed up for the past month.. you wouldnt want it to get worse would you?
and yes the whole leaving or staying dilemma has been with me since beginning of august...
and yes i didn't tell anybody from uni....

okayla now i feel a bit guilty....
hehe.. the reason why was because i wasnt sure myself and i didnt wanna cause uneccessary worry and all....
at 1st the scenario was:
aiyer its not like im confirmed accepted or anything...
then it turned to:
aiyer need to go interview 1.... not like i won't make a fool out of myself then...
then it was:
accepted but still not confirmed going also....

then time was running out...
haha....
i have to go there on the 12th for registration and get my timetable and stuff... then induction on 13th... then official classes starts on 17th....
yes im in need of more time....
and like i have to stay there....
BOOO....
no likey no likey...

sigh...
so i faxed in my acceptance form on wednesday.... then thursday was my last day in taylors....
sorry la didnt tell a lot of people! *thinks maintaining low profile*
of course im gonna miss my unimates....
i'm gonna be a loner there... =(
nevermind la... maybe i'll turn into a nerd and actually study more...
ahahhah
but i'll definitely miss the company...
so guys...
go rock aussieland k?
for me....
i'll rot for 2 years here before another 2 years in uk...
oh what joy.....

decisions are really weird things huh... i still wonder if i will regret terribly.... but i guess i'll survive? i'm pretty okay with anything.... and my parents can be pretty insistent.... but i don't blame them.. if i put my foot down on something i can just say no and they'll understand... but i just thought... it wouldnt hurt....
so there....

and... there have been questions like : sook koon leh?
ehh... sook koon very strong 1 ok? she can definitely survive without me... me without her however... hahahah.. i dunno? it'll be different i guess... since it is always a comfort to have someone you've known for so long beside you...
yeah so sorry la darling for bailing on you... really really really sorry! but we'll meet up often okay?
and the rest of uni people... if u guys ever miss me maybe i'll come by? MAYBE la...
haha

ahh.. i'm so glad to finally get this off my chest! but i foresee that i'll be troubled by adjusting pretty soon....

toodles~

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