memories of mine...

2009-01-19T18:50:00.004+08:00

a 2 week break is really not enough!
so much to do... so little time

i want to shop... i'm still not satisfied!
i want to watch movies... but there's nothing really interesting is there?
i want to go somewhere.... FAR AWAY
i want to sleep... and never wake up

sometimes i really wonder what the hell am i doing

2008-11-08T15:14:00.011+08:00

HI!
is it nearing 2 months since i've last updated??
i kinda like springing up posts unexpectedly whenever i fancy..
isn't it exciting!? LOL

okay enough sarcasm... time for PIC SPAM!

yeah yeah.. how original right?
i don't think my brain is fit for blogging right now.. but what i DO have is a whole lot of pictures!!

23rd of september was bro's bday
there is a reason why we don't take family potraits >.< we makan-ed at shogun.. didnt take much pics since i was busy eating lol
here is how childish a couple can get....
unflattering pic but im just making a point that they squabble like kids...
what's even more shocking? they've been together for about 7-8 years and they're almost always like this -.-bro's gift from parents was a macbook pro... (jealous jealous)

since returning to uni, one of the major activities done by 38villagers was STEAMBOAT!

day 1 was done at aska's 'villa'unfortunately her 'villa' was not used to so much power usage... the day ended with us having to call TNB lol
please note the difference between the bowls

attempt number 2 was done at our hostel where POWER is plentiful!
pitiful faces waiting for FOOD
we were terribly HUNGRY
terribly terribly HUNGRY emo-ing hahathe army of kitchen porters
the one who was guilty of setting off the army of kitchen porters! the doggie with a bird's appetite was the first to leave the table... setting off a chain reaction -.- 'darren, why are you holding that?' 'vivian ask me to hold so i hold loh'
phoenix kan's lelaki is very guai indeed...

october 23rd was vivi's birthday! it reads happy birthday mummy~ (cause vivi is like our mummy taking care of the rest of us all the time)we managed to surprise her cause she actually forgot her own birthday... haha

pictures pictures

the couple..the 'husband and wife'
38 village minus one phoenix, one india representative, one sick aska and one missing momokohope you enjoyed it dear!

onto candid photos..
note: focus on the person behind
honestly speaking.. i don't know these ppl..no comment
HAHAHAH how same species interacts i have no idea what they were doing... abuse?? it got so violent momoko's contact actually came off...
doggie with vivi's present from a person who plays with puppets

last week was the annual blood donation drive organised by pharmnotts
phoenix kan
me!

the rest of 38 village were either underweight or sick or have inadequate iron
shame!

one last pic i found...
me with my beta lactam antibiotic... ~~we got bored so we decided to pose with our product~~ urggh how i hate that lab

I AM NOT DOING ANOTHER PIC SPAM IN A WHILE!
uploading and organising photos is a real pain in the ass!
no mood liao!
BWAI BWAI

2008-09-20T15:46:00.008+08:00

okay i think the amount of dust collected here is enough to bury a person or two....
since everyone is complaining of updates... i'll spam this post with PICTURES!!

of what i did this AUGUST...

worked at microsoft tech ed SEA... got tiring job =S don't think i would wanna do that ever again if im in charge of the same thing again...

celebrated one of my darling's birthday!

ms. song is old already...
cmi pic of conference+video call

went for avril's concert...

it rained while we were waiting..

boohoo...
but then it stopped when avril appeared!? haha

the concert was TOO SHORT!

met up with uni peeps especially coco koh who abandoned us for indian machans =P

went for ke-le-feh job with addy...
it was interesting for a while...
didnt know who were the main cast.. but the guy in green was in 8tv's i wanna be a model show.. and after the job i saw the main actor in the newspaper LOL (it was a major 'omg he's actually a somebody??' moment)

but honestly the job was SO SO SO SO BORING when we have nothing to do...

managed to meet up with this woman too! (seen here persuading a certain fish to come out from the aquarium to meet us... mission: FAILED)

fyi i really love japanese food

cmi pic of the trio...

went for sushi with jacjac whos leaving for uk soon....
did i mention how i love japanese food?

the reason why there were so many green plates is because...

- i ordered 4 plates of salmon for myself

- jac ordered 4 places of spicy salmon for herself

- we shared 3 plates of fried temaki

- we think we're damn thin

HAHA

since moi has spent all her salary on shopping we walked around aimlessly and then went for half n hour of fish spa.... yes little fishes.. continue eating the dead cells off my feet would ya? ~~it was fucking ticklish at first we were both practically screaming bloody murder~~
i'm gonna loose another friend in msia due to further education.. 'great'

finally had a shopping trip with starfish ho who looks like she REALLY wants the mocha marshmallow thingy drink
she made me break my 'i would not shop like a madwoman today' vow to myself.. i fail at life -.-

i also met up with 2 college people this month!

sharmane chow yi wei is a damn poser aww tina look so sweet here (ok the reason why she looks so dark is because of the sunlight..)

its time to go back to the lookspretty-butisdamnulu-insectinfested-withnoentertainmentwatsoever- place where pharmacy screw my brains so badly i'm more whacked than i originally was..
the sole reason why im not fleeing the country is the coming RAYA break!!!

may the nightmare begin!

2008-07-27T13:33:00.003+08:00

woot! im finally done rearranging my room... well sort of.. there's still some stuff going through the 'to keep or not to keep' evaluation...

i've been somewhat busy lately... and i kinda like it that way :) no free time to get bored!

in mid july, i had a 4 days job at a beauty fair thingy....

and no... its a not a job that requires me to dress up really prettily and stuff...

the job was pretty okay... the girls were easy to get along with and our boss was quite laid back =)

just a little tiring from the standing all day and things can get really crazeee during peak hours when theres a crowd.

our booth was selling the tat2 kit so the regulars did it for some of us part-timers...
on the last day i decided to get some body art done at another booth (it was the LAST day..do or regret!) it was really pretty.. too bad it lasted for just a day...

some of the leng luis i worked with... our stall sold bath robes and kimonos too.. so we decided to take a pic sneakily before the boss arrived =D

syok-sendiri picture...

it was a rather fun job but i got sick on the 3rd day... actually quite a few of us got sick... the environment there was bad i suppose.... sharing air and germs with so many people for so many hours... :S

the funny thing is.. im still coughing now.. haha!

anyway.. theres another job lined up in august... that one requires us to go for 4 briefings.. and we have to be there from 630am for 12hours or more.... omfg.. please give me strength for this memafankan job...

my family went on a shopping spree in ikea on thursday... so my room KINDA had a makeover! and my house is now in a mess due to excess furniture....weee... hopefully ill continue being organised.... HOPEFULLY...

i had a haircut on the same day too.... and its... umm.... weird? fugly?..... my curls are practically non existant now... T_T oh well.. i'll mourn for it another day...

avril's concert is next month.... im not a diehard fan but i do know and enjoy a lot of her songs... so... go? dont go? someone help me buy tickets only la.... malas...

2008-07-13T17:19:00.009+08:00

HI to anyone who has yet to give up on reading my blog....
i know it has been centuries since my last update....
i was just lazy.. and then i was busy with.... stuff....
anyway i will blog about aussie... maybe.. erh... probably... if i feel like it.. lol

i've recently finished my two weeks placement at a community pharmacy....
and being a person blessed with such 'good' fortune... i went there when they were moving...
'apparently' they didn't know about it either.. so they decided to take in 2 interns.. how convenient eh?

the things i got from my 2 weeks...
a bruise from making gondola shelves for an entire day....
i also learnt how to pack....
really well....because that was our major activity....practically every single freaking day.... u have absolutely NO CLUE how much stock/stuff a small pharmacy can have....it was neverending!!
u-wen... my dear classmate who happened to suffer the same unfortunate fate as I...
we just HAD to take pics with the boxes we spent so much time packing...

okay i dont REALLY intend to sound like an ungrateful bitch.. im sure some of you will say that i must have learnt something right? well... talk to me and I'll gladly share my story ^^
and some stuff happened that only me and uwen can understand...
oh wait... i did say some stuff to whoever who asked how was my placement haha =x

i swear the last two days i can feel my lunch coming back up when i so much as looked at the boxes there..
anyway.... glad those days are over!

on a different note....

i love this woman and i will miss her when she starts working and i start being... busyyy
haha dear this was the pic that i thought was real candid.. she looked high for some reason...
all pictures credit to pretty sue hsia~
haha... loves~
we layan-ed diri alot...we meaning adeline, me, suehsia

okay i damn lazy to upload pics already...

so this will be the end..

a night out was supposed to make things better...

too bad the after-effects didn't...

oh the irony

i am so not emo-ing

i'll be working tomorrow!! gotta earn some cash so i dont feel half as bad spending money...

output= indescribable

input= zero, nada

so wish me luck standing and walking around the whole day~

2008-06-06T00:02:00.004+08:00

i've gotta say...
for a family who is extremely dependant on the internet... we have absolutely the worst luck with our comp/modem/cable/connection in general....

i dont think we've ever survived 6 months without our net going bonkers on us for more than once...

recap:
beginning of may: net suddenly decided to be funky and have connection on and off. then it got worse and we didnt have connection for a week or so... i took it as a sign from god that i should be focusing on studying for my finals instead of fussing over the loss of internet. too bad god forgot theres a thing called TELEVISION. Dad came back from his overseas trip and called and DEMANDED streamyx to fix our problem(remember what i said about our family being dependant on the net?)
turns out: there was this complication with the cable and what not...

end of may: surprise surprise.. net decided to act up again... after so many many years i've learnt to just go with the flow~ ie: moan about it but wait until my dad settles the problem. Dad called and again threatened to stop subscribing to streamyx..
turns out.. our computer's network card went KAPUT. Dad couldnt bear the wait so we decided we could live with just using laptops at home via wireless.. LOL... note: still don't see any purchase of new network card...

early june: came home after staying over at a friends place to find the modem with only one light... DUN DUN DUN... and since the TAN family leaves the modem on 24/7.. it doesnt take a genius to conclude that my modem was FRIED... curse the neverending rain these few days... rain=jams=stupid astro=power trips=me no like
Dad came home from overseas and immediately went out to buy a new modem... again, i have to emphasize that it is very difficult for this family to function without the internet...

SO HERE I AM WITH INTERNET ONCE AGAIN!!!
MUAHHAHAHHAHA

yes i am easily pleased... having the internet makes me HAPPY
yes i have no life... i can prove to you how no life i can get by listing what i do during the holidays..

surf the net.. watch tv... go out with friends... watch movie with friends... watch movie alone at home... surf the net... kacau ppl online... go for mini trips which i really feel to lazy to blog about... frequent the malls... went for the 16hour relay for life that i might or might not blog about... stay over at friend's house... go out with family... make stuff to eat when bored at home... did henna.... paint nails and repaint them... play online games... go on shopping trips which burned a big hole in my pocket.... meet friend for lunch/yumcha... kacau/attempted to kacau friends at their house... have phone calls 'for fun'.... read magazines/storybooks.... frequent pasar malams....screwing up my body clock by sleeping and waking up at odd hours... listing out what i have done during the holidays in my blog....

yea i have no life but i rather have no life than be studying for exams!! so there!

i'm running out of friends to kacau already... the friends that i can call out/disturb are always the same... because im antisocial and all... and because nobody wants to come back during june to teman poor ole me... and next summer it'll be even lonelier ill be so bored i might even contemplate poking my eyes out...

dont ask me why that thought entered my mind.. i have no idea...

well... there HAVE been people who say i can get scary when im bored... its as if my brain gets even more short circuit-ed

i can see that sales are popping up in stores everywhere like mushrooms... i might really need a job if i continue my 'its worth it so i just HAVE to buy it' because lets face it... during sales A LOT of stuff are worth it... and i should consider taking a friend who actually persuades me to NOT buy stuff... but then again.. whats the fun in that? haha

okay this was supposed to be a short post before i abandon my blog for awhile... because im gonna go visit my sister!! wee!
i think im ALMOST done packing....
packing is so blahhhh....
i didnt even realise i was leaving this week until my friends reminded me... haha

sorry this post is boring and pointless which is actually pretty typical of me... but im really LAZY to upload any pictures... jacq actually posted some pictures from vietnam which were taken centuries ago... i think ill be too lazy to blog about vietnam because it would mean i have to steal pictures which means ill have to log in to facebook which im too lazy to do....

ps: should i change my blog address? i seriously think my dad noticed http://www.tingcracks.blogspot.com/ in my history just now...
do you think mind erasing works twice?

2008-05-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

my dad's motto: anything is possible....
(the 'kl tower' gets more complicated looking each day -.-)

22nd of May was mummy's birthday...strawberry shortcake from bakerzine ..yum~

because holidays give me the reason to do anything to cure boredom...

i henna-ed my hand today...
the result (not really clear due to bad lighting)

since its my first time and im no pro.. it was just a simple one... pretty fun to do

oh sushi

2008-05-15T18:41:00.004+08:00

i know i know.. its been ages right? i bet some of you have given up on me.. hehe
i still find it weird when my friends mention blogs and ill say that mine's dead if you havent noticed and they'll just reply with: I KNOW
do you guys really not care for my blogging that much? haha

for those who don't know...
i have been on holiday since my paper on the 7th ended...
and ill be BOOK/REPORT/STUDY-FREE till around mid-september
(unless i failed then ill have to resit T___T)

yes i have a 4 month holiday...
and no you shouldnt be bothered about it...
unless you're my mum who is very disturbed by the thought of her lazy bum daughter wasting her holidays away like she usually does..

and lazy bum daughter has just came back from a short trip to malacca-tampin which she might or might not blog about...

lazy bum daughter also managed to make sushi rolls TWICE in a week... ON HER OWN... because her sister is obviously not flying back all the way from australia to make her some...

behold...

attempt 1: made with a)baby octupus and b)crabstick+cucumber+fish eggs
attempt 2: made with crabstick/shrimp+cucumber+fish eggs

so after making them.. i can tell you that making sushi rolls is a relatively easy thing to do...
but mixing the rice+seasoning can be a bitch when u have a lot of rice...

oh and be prepared to get your hands messy! (at the end of the day, it was as though i dipped my hands in a bottle of glue)

2008-04-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

just had the sudden urge to blog...

a couple of days(or was it a week?) ago i received an email that had been circulating around all ex-djians...

andrew yap, djian class of '05 was in icu

at first i didnt even know who was the guy... its kinda hard to know EVERYBODY in the school alright? a lot of people didnt know me either!

after talking to mic and jac i kinda found out who he was...

then i got the news this afternoon that he passed on this morning...

it just got me thinking...

life is just really unpredictable isnt it?
anything can happen to anyone anytime anywhere...

he's 20 this year... just like me and a lot of my friends... and just like that... he's gone...

i heard that a number of his friends from overseas came back for support...
they prayed and hoped for the best...

i cant help but wonder... how many of my friends would actually do that?

i cant help but wonder... how are they feeling now?

god forbid.. if anything happens to my family or friends.. i'll be a total mess right now...

just imagine someone who is a part of you being taken away abruptly...
scary isnt it?
just shows that you should never take things for granted...

dont put off anything and say 'ill do it next time' 'i tell him/her next time'...
because there might not be a NEXT TIME
do something...
before its too late... before you regret...

i may not know him personally... but i still feel something... i can imagine the pain...
my deepest condolences to his family and friends....
he's in a better place now...

you will be missed...

2008-03-21T21:52:00.006+08:00

yes lynn i do know for a fact that cny is very much over....
but i dont feel like blogging these days....
life is somewhat busy....

and i hate reports with undeniable PASSION
it creates unwanted stress ya know?
i dont like the feeling of having to finish something... and i have to keep reminding myself to finish it because.. well...
im a last minute person....

and i think im having mood-swings sometimes...
its just....
certain things just REALLY gets on my nerve...
but just let me finish venting and ill be a-okay.....

oh and i feel that im a bit more distant to my old friends lately...
i dont know if they feel it but its not INTENTIONAL
i havent seen pao for like what? a month plus? that is REALLY LONG for our standards
just wait... after exams ill annoy you all so much you'll get tired of me!
which is... in a months time? thats a long way to go......

okay i dont really know wat am i going on about...
see im losing touch!
just ignore my mindless ramblings
im not feeling particularly sane at the moment...
i slept at 8am yesterday.. i mean today...
yeah thats probably why...
guess what i was doing??
JUST GUESS????

i was playing online games......

=.=''''''''

yeala yeala
i got nothing better to do like that la..
havent finish reports and slide presentation still got time to play games...
but they can get really addictive you know?!

you dont see me staying up till 8am to study or finish assignment BUT u see me staying up late to do other things...

OH YEAH
another reason why im scared to blog...
a couple of weeks ago... my dad was using my laptop for a while...
and and...

he terclick http://www.tingcracks.blogspot.com/
DUN DUN DUN
~~why oh why is there such a thing as HISTORY~~

OMFG
in my heart i was: 'oh f im dead'
and he even asked: 'your blog a?'
of course my reaction was to straightaway press the 'X' button la..

but STILL
TINGCRACKS.BLOGSPOT.COM
KINDA OBVIOUS NO???????

i should find a hole to go and hide now.....
anybody know about any mind erasing method??

*ummmmalimalimummmm please forget my blog add ummmalimalimummmm please forget my blog add ummmalimalimuuummmm please forget my blog add*

ya allah guan ying jesus the indian god with damn lot of hands which i temporary forgotten the name and whatever higher being up there PLEASE ERASE MY DAD'S MEMORY

yes its a matter of life and death

not only will I die from embarassment.. my dad will probably die laughing or getting a heart attack with the way i blog about stuff

then he'll probably think 'omg why my daughter so stupid write so much rubbish one'
not like he uses the phrase omg or anything.... but i guess theres a phrase older people use that is similar to omg?
like.... ummm....

..........
anyone find out tell me la... so i can communicate with older people better...

ohhh AND THEN right... he will show my mother this page...
and my mum will probably get a myocardial infarction 10 TIMES worse than my dad just because my mum is paranoid and all...

OKAY I SO DID NOT SAY THAT

but seriously.. shes the kind that worries about anything
if she sees what i write about she'll probably think
'WHAT WILL BECOME OF MY DAUGHTER????!!!!'
and then i will be guilty of taking 3 lives at once...

allah guan ying jesus and other indian gods...any higher being up there DO YOU REALLY WANNA SEE THAT HAPPEN???!

no right?
so fingers crossed...

okay i kinda forgot the whole purpose of me blogging....
so let me go find some pictures from dunno when and where to upload...

unmc pharmacy sports carnival.... the 3 guys are obviously my lecturers..

we 'persuaded' the singer of our group to join unmc's talent quest...
12/3 was gho han yin's aka honey gho's birthday
acting surprised only...
we gave her a hamper

yes we're cheapskate but very SINCERE

shen zhu's birthday was on a sat so we celebrated on thurs...

what a pity i didnt take a pic of him when he was covered in glue... hehe yes we did a little prank.. okay a major one....

just in case u cant see.. the last line reads: kamu betulx3 sangat gemuk!
we asked a malay guy to write 'shen zhu' on the cake.. malu wei...
UNMC talent quest finals... of course our singer got in... 3+1 in action
they won the band category
u-wen on lead vocals...

yes im bias... i ONLY took pics of pharmacy people.. bite me...

i preferred her second song... first song she sang better in rehearsal... probably nerves

so the results was....

3+1 won for band

christine chew ee teen won second place for solo

but she should have won 1st...

too bad she didnt have super duper rich ~~black~~friends who are willing to spend hundreds on one person

seriously the person who won was the one who couldnt sing the most... WELL money means power right?! well everybody showed power by leaving the thing once they announced the winner... so there! you may win.. but you dont get the glory..

2008-02-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is about....

brightly lit lanterns....

flashy red deco....
eating mandarin oranges that taste so much better than normal oranges...stuffing your face full of cookies, nuts, chips and any junk possible...
having a lot of RED stuff around....

redid it cause i didnt fancy the previous colour....

i love and hate cny all at the same time
i hate:
- the cleaning up and making sure your house is tidy and presentable
- the serving people and dealing with guests
- the boring adult conversations and major stonage
- the waste of time listening or pretending to be listening to adult conversations
- the amount of weight u can gain by eating to kill boredom

i love:
- the part where we receive ang paos
- the reason to buy new clothes and wear them
- the good food
- the excuse to eat and eat and eat
- the......
..........

......

...

..

.

damn i should have just stop at ang paos... its easier that way

lets face it.. everybody could do with a little bit more money!

i found these when i was cleaning up....

koleksi saman-saman rumah Tan

these are like ancient history or something...

main contributor: kaum lelaki ruman Tan

and these are ONLY the ones they leave lying on a certain table...

as you can see... alot arent open...

its really bad to hutang ppl money during the festive season...

god of fortune please forgive us... we just never found the time to pay up the fines!

the nice display was a reminder to offenders =)

~~sadly they just ignored it while my mum LAUGHED~~

GONG XI FA CHAI TO ALL!

2008-02-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

i have pictures! haha

since chinese new year is coming, we were told to wear RED on thursday....

due to some stupid mix up.. we only had one class that day....

we went for pan mein @broga for lunch

(heaven compared to cafeteria and admin food that we have to painfully endure on normal days)

peoy shiam, me , ee teen
sher ling, han yin, siew wui

after coming back and settling some stuff, we decided to go and watch SOMEONE play at the sports complex and also take some 'cny album' pictures since we were so RED....

the red monkeys that climbed the steep slope/mountain...

we embarassed ourselves throughly in the sports complex by being a bunch of crazy wuliao noisy wearing red girls...
gym shot take 1
gym shot take 2

ping pong room
guess who took this? @squash court

(some guy asked us why we were all in red, cny coming la duh)

field as our background...
badminton court as our background... facing the field~

we bolted out of the sports complex after hearing some guys nearby say stuff like 'pharmacy girls' 'all wear red'

we even tried to salvage our face by saying 'engineering la' 'wat pharmacy'

haha MALU

after finding out that we wont be able to watch ahem... we went to the lake to take more pictures -.-
introducing nottingham ducks...

it was really hot that day... big fountain as bg~

@ the 'bridge'.. big fountain as bg...

we got bored of normal poses.... there was a mix up between 'kelian' face and 'ke ai' face
HAHAH
i shouldnt be in the middle man...
weird? i know..

bumped into 3 classmates on the way back.. took a pic!
we wanted the red building as our bg
@ fountain...

after a crazy day touring campus and taking pictures... we went out for dinner as a farewell to leena, my housemate who is leaving nottingham...

leena in the middle in white... farewell and all the best dear!

because we(the pharmacy peeps) were taking our results the next day.. we were all lou-ing for 'pass la pass la' 'dun nid change course a'

after lou sang-ing we realised that we forgot to wish leena! so we stood up immediately and lou-ed for leena LOL

i think the restaurant people were thinking we're weird...

all in all.. it was an unforgetable day.... even if something unpleasant kinda happened earlier on...

being all sampat made me all better =)

thats all for now! tata~

2008-01-22T20:00:00.000+08:00

finally an update!
yea yea.. im just really lazy to blog these days okay?

so yesterday was rather eventful...
semester 2 has officially started... with a sucky timetable...

after biding sook koon farewell on the 12th...

last foodies pic with vege..

yesterday was the day to send cher cher off to aussieland as well..

hk '07
a rather unflattering pic of us when we went for buffet high tea...
steamboat...

so yea.. shes in aussieland now...
i don't really know what to say when u guys asked how was it?
because it was ... like that?
and of course im sad la okay!

i'm gonna miss my sister..
who annoys me when shes bored...
by whacking my ass and calling me fat.... -.-
who uses my stuff without telling me....
but i kinda do the same to her lol...
who listens to me while i ramble and complain about watever was bothering me...
who was supposed to make sushi with me but didnt...
who is someone i can complain about my parents to...
who i can go on shopping trips with...
who can always manipulate me into doing things even if i initially didnt want to...

haha
i'm fine now really...

and jac was right... i did cry.. haha fine u win.. crying is normal...
and i swear my bro cried too! for like 3 secs!
'im crying from laughing la' is bullshit!
damn so should have taken a pic... regret regret!

anyway...
to my sister
TAN LEE KENG
good luck over there!
i love you!

(not like shes gonna respond or anything but i noe she'll read cause shes the one who asked me to not abandon my blog LOL)

2007-12-29T15:40:00.000+08:00

the blog owner is here to officially declare the deadness of her blog...

not like any declaration is needed...
u can pratically smell the corpsy deadsy cemetary-ly scent in the air

okay for those who dont know.. i was in vietnam for 10 days... so prior deadness was totally not my fault

now i'm back and i SHOULD hardcore like crazy for the exams

i'll blog when i finally feel like it... or when im actually too free with nothing better to do..
whichever...

i've been mood swinging like craZEE...
going back and forth between panicing like mad and slacking without giving a damn and getting annoyed with the slightest bit of disturbance...

so for your own safety reason...
you should avoid sms-ing/calling/asking me out 'just for fun'
unless its about something really important and i mean life or death or probably once in a lifetime thing

i really wish there was a sign that says DND that can be plastered on your head to just warn people...

i actually have no idea what im typing...

i keep hearing voices that ask me to study these days...

oh wait...

they're my family and friends...
~~screw them~~

anybody who sees me online should chase me away alright?

as if i will let you guys see me! i'm the queen of appearing offline am i not?

oh before i leave.... you know whats the stupidest thing on earth?
the fact that my stupid uni's library can recall the book that i borrowed.. and now i got fine already... the email was freaking sent when i was in vietnam! how great is that!!
like i'm gonna go all the way back just to return the damn book and pay money...
damn fsmchcbtmdbs
1 dollar a day...
hope to god it doesnt get past rm20 by the time i go back...

i have one week left to cram a motherload of information into my tiny brain
wish me luck!!!

P.S: why on earth is december the month of celebration and january the month for farewells? tuttuttut

2007-12-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

quick post before i leave!

we had our hospital visit to selayang on monday....
we were supposed to meet at SA at 730 AM sharp.... but stupid buses came at around 8...
so we reach there at 9 instead of 930....

*insert boring speech here*
*insert boring introduction here*

the only thing worth mentioning is how the speaker actually mistaken us as IMU students =.=
~~which kinda pissed us off haha~~

*insert tea tambah gula here*
ironic how we ate surrounded with posters that advise us on cutting down sugar -.-

*insert tiring+boring tour here*
we went to the drug store, outpatient, inpatient, clinical pharmacy etc....
walked down and up and down the stairs

by 11 or 12 i lost the feelings of my legs....
so needless to say nothing really went in my head
all i could think about was: gosh when is this EVER gonna end!

results?: some of us began doubting if we're suitable for the job.. haha

it cant be considered a trip without any camwhoring....

'wear formal must pose a bit'
i call this: swimming in lab coats
with redhead dr.morris
with cute mr.wong with pretty ms.chloe (she looks like one of us...)

clockwise from top center: me, sherling, karlai, vivian, peoyshiam, fongwen, hanyin, eeteen, siewwui

(my feet looks gigantic next to siew wui's)

siew wui drove us home....

......looking very yeng

haha

thursday was our last nite on campus....

we spent it 'memorably'

up to no good punya orang
we went for a walk around campus just for fun
ini tempat aku study

poser-ish pic again (omfg deja vu!)

we walked to the fountain and sat there and talked...

and talked...

no pics since it was really dark... but the stars were pretty...

we talked till 2am when it got a bit too cold..

then 6 of us decided to go mamak....

came back at 4 and totally missed the fire drill!

LOL

okay thats it.. i need to go pack and sleep!

2007-12-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

hola people!

one more week to holiday~ i cant wait i cant wait!

pharmacy students in unmc are acting like they're on holiday already...

but maybe its only us...

hahaha

i have pictures today! time to show some uni people's punya faces...

remember i said that i was tortured on my birthday? time for a LITTLE evidence(the rest seriously too ugly ady k)

a cake is actually supposed to be cut and distributed to be EATEN...
not used to smashed the birthday girl's face

i am so NOT gonna let u see the aftermath of that...

it was fong wen (she lives next to me)'s birthday on monday...so we surprised her with a cake, yim kuk kai (salted baked chicken?), pizza, a bag....we travelled all around to bring all the food to the kitchen and surprise her... hard work indeed... but wait.. we gave her something else too...

no this is not 18 sx.... LOL... i dunno what they were thinking.. they said something about anita mui acting in duno what show where the mother wrote this on her??? i dunno what la!
happy birthday from me!
tatoo?
on friday.. we were lucky enough to postpone our class... so after our mock test on thurs.. we went out...

after discussing for more than an hour, switching locations more than 3 times, switching the location of our discussion once, switching activities more than 2 times which lead to the switching of locations, getting off topic 190823908123 times...

we decided to go to....BALAKONG at 7 pm sharp sharp sharp

yes B-A-L-A-K-O-N-G
dunno the place?

neither did i.... until we went there
hahaha
the initial plan was to sing-k because i got quite alot (almost all) of frens who likes singing...
but then after happy hour the price is doubled and they were FULL..... so we watched movie instead... remember what i said about girls taking pics in the toilet? i really have no idea...

we watched the kingdom...
the process to watching this show was also and long one... where we switched from.... enchanted(i watch already)... golden compass (some ppl dun like narnia)... heartbreak kid (forgot why we didnt choose that ady... the kingdom (poster looks nice wor)... back to the golden compass (cause nicole kidman looks very pretty there)... and back to the kingdom (cause i'm gonna watch it tomorrow)
the show was pretty okay...
but ee teen didnt enjoy it...
the beginning was draggy la... but the end okay wat...
and some people just dont die easily because its a movie... i think its nice... sheds some knowledge about terrorism...

after reaching back at about 1130 pm.... we had another 'discussion' in my room about the following day -.-
so talk talk talk.... go off topic another 90284348 times again...
finally decided to leave hostel at 9 15-9 30 am to borrow lab coat for monday.. then leave to BALAKONG again...
this time they got to sing-k after waiting awhile because it was FULL again -.-
i know some of you might be going: lee ting sings k wan meh?
let me answer that 1st: i am a listener more than a singer....
so don't force me to sing anymore la!! but it was still pretty fun...

i have to sing a little incase rumours of greenbox being haunted starts (inside joke)
the cute the funny
the adorable?
the lovers?
and us!

pictures all thanks to....

miss peoyshiam....who THINKS this pic is sexy but she has seriously bad taste because it just looks like a ugly EMO-ing~~or bored~~me...
oh i must also thank her for this interesting picture

no its not a small bird.... its just a GIGANTIC moth who DIED in her fan... and she has yet to dispose of the corpse properly (its been more than a week already pls)...

( the insects in semenyih have this weird habit of flying around and suddenly dying on the floor.. the table.. any surface.. and also the fan (fong wen has a bee? or something that looks like a bee in her fan... HAHA)

after singing we went shopping! bought a pair of shoes and formal top for monday... then we rush rush rushed back... reached hostel at 6 pm -.- (totally underestimated our shopping capabilities by saying we can leave at 330 pm yesterday)
reached home at 7pm thanks to vivian who dropped me off!
now im super tired after supper and i need my BED!!!

2007-11-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

hello to those who actually still bother reading my blog....

im sure those in highschool and also those under the australian board are enjoying their holidays?

how nice~~~~~

poor me got exams up real soon.... =(

so my blog posts are getting less eh?

well less time = less posts

ahhhh.... mock is this coming thursday...

i'm giving up on it... there's simply not enough time to study.... and i havent started TOUCHING microbiology and biochemistry..

i shall just fail it since its not counted anyway...

how i wish my classmates would stop stressing and not study so much!!

im suffering from peer pressure!! hahaha

and both papers are on the same day... BAHH

physiology & pharmacology and microbiology & biochemistry back to back....

ooh i simply cant wait!

yeah right...

so i am here to bombard my blogs with pictures! even if no1 sees them!

was supposed to post this up ages ago.....

so yeah... the weekend after my birthday.... hmm... the 17th...

i was initially supposed to meet up with

this girl and.... this girl for dinner to sort of celebrate la....

but then....went i went to the restaurant (japanese restaurant; umaiya) i found these people! apparently these two were responsible of coming up with this....

even if lots of people couldnt make it.. it was still sweet of u guys! thanks!

pics.....

me with adeline song who hates flash... sharmane and francine doing lala while me and michelle doing normal dunno why we look a bit stoned here.... sam days just wouldnt be the same without u guys! xD my set-to~ the usual toilet picture... (the toilet got a lot of mirrors punya) dunno why she made me pose there!
we went to baskin robbins for dessert!
thanks for coming guys!! love u guys!(lol at picture)

was supposed to meet them earlier but someone was late so they kept me waiting n waiting... and for some reason i wasnt that angry but jacq was acting so well by being 'angry' and complaining about how long it was taking...

so after dinner... went for late night movie with bro, bro's gf and sis... watched beowulf....
okay ni la... i dunno... some people liked it... but to me it was just... ohkaaayyy-lahhh

the following week, on 23rd... meet up with foodies (minus 2)
we had dinner at marche....

sookie, adel, me, yee
=) =)the couple (i find this pic very cute le)
the threesome?us again!

starting from here... pictures would be random...

the skirts...
the camwhoring one and bored one...
my finger and adel's hippo our fingers~

AND..... the customary toilet pics!! HAHAHHA

this reminds me of last year.. haha
the toilet very cute hor?

after dinner we went to big apple~
hahah

after dinner we watched enchanted at 11.20.... it was quite nice... funny.... lots of random singing... a movie that will make u feel happy~~ lala~ and for grey anatomy's fans theres mcdreamy there...

i miss fun times with foodies la... i think the times are getting less and less...

reached home at 2 3oam.... slept at 330....

and i had to wake up at 7 am the next day... because....

on the 24th... it was jacqueline lim sue mae's birthday...

yes this girl....

guess what!! we(as in me and chelle) BAKED for her... BAKED u know!! and we were late... because a lot of things happened like... bought something wrong... have to go buy again.. something wrong with recipe have to do again.... so we took more than half a day...

baked from 7 am to 3 pm... HAHHAHAHHA longest time spent baking i think....

we made cupcakes and choc chip cookies~ our cupcakes very pretty 1 okay... spent a lot of time on icing and decos~ it says: happy bday jacq hugz.. and the brown stuff are hersheys kisses... okay la.. maybe it wasnt THAT pretty like those u find outside.. but still pretty cute and colourful.... and full of sincerity!

haha this pic so funny....
i looked damn tired la.... eyebags eyebags...
hope u liked it la! sorry didnt dedicate a post for u... busy lah.. haha...

after dinner with them.. went for late night movie again (yes lah i always go for late night movie) watched hitman.... couldnt stand the tiredness... fell asleep for 5 to 15 minutes during the movie... so at the end i was a bit the BLUR..... didnt understand the ending... it was erm... very short... lots of shooting... quite yeng at some parts... but plot kinda weak lorh.....

met up with jacq and mich again at 12 something almost 1am...

hope u enjoyed your day (even if mine wasnt so good)... and sorry for making u wait to blow your cake (or rather cupcakes) haha...

ohh and not to forget....

toilet pics!! HAHAHHAH

i know guys dont understand why girls like taking pictures in the toilet...

to be honest...

I DONT KNOW EITHER!!!!

hahahahahhah

2 weeks to vietnam~

2 weeks to holiday~

but that also means i have to study A LOT before AND after the trip.... because finals are right after the holidays

AHHHHHH

someone shoot me now please....

hahahah

*i should study i should study i should study i should study*

wei how come brainwashing myself doesnt work?

2007-11-21T23:58:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like blogging more and more each passing day... wonder why

haha

maybe one day i will just let this place DIE...
i'll just blog about stuff that happened a while ago....

on the 12th, pharmnotts had a blood donation drive... so i went and donate blood!

since we were bored waiting for our turn.. we took some pics....

so we had to go through being weighed.. testing for blood type ( im O the selfless one)... test whether u have enough haemoglobin... they took our blood pressure too....

it wasnt really painful....
1st injection was anaesthetic i think... to numb you...
then the second needle which was kinda big is where the blood flows from your veins to the bag...
i think my blood flowed pretty fast! haha.. some people's were realllyyy slow... and some were too slow they couldnt donate a full bag.. haha
so i donated 450ml of blood!

after the whole thing.. they gave us food.... just in case..
well someone did sort of fainted....

we got bored again..
some of my classmates that donated blood the same time as me...

the only proof of my 'kind act'

really small right?! i heal fast!! i have a friend whose hand still has this BIG bruise...

wanted to take a pic while actually donating but we were all stuck with needles and stuff.. lol

oh and this is me and the people who surprise me on 12am my birthday...

the present along the cake...
guess what they ALL decided to give me?

~~as if im not fat enough already~~

guys i love chocolates.. but not THAT much....

i think i have enough to last me a year....

and they keep reminding me that they DO have expiry dates -.-

thank yous

2007-11-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

i thought yesterday was gonna be a pretty normal and hectic day... what with lab for a whole day with only a short break to eat bread and biscuit and then rushing to complete the manufactoring record for the next day...
so i dint expect anything at all....

then they said we should go out to eat cause too tired to cook.... so off we went..
but then... ei? got two cars? why suddenly we so semangat? usually sure got someone lazy go or got some other plans...
so 11 of us went to windmill... had chicken au something.. haha dunno how to pronounce or spell..
they made me sit at the head of the table.... okay la... i thought this was the celebration....
then asked for bill..... keluar money already.....
but then... kena scolded to 'sit still and keep quiet'
eh my own dinner i can pay leh!
fine cannot tahan vivian's garang-ness.... so guai guai lo....
come back went comp lab to print labels...
went back.... online... prepared to just online till time to tidur....

12 am~
michelle was the 1st to call... (i think her clock faster one lo) then 3 messages came in while we were talking... then adeline called.... tried to juggle two lines.... then sher ling called....
ei? why she call me when shes just next next door?
before a knew it... fong wen came and called me out....
had to end call with adeline and accidentally hang up on mich (sorry!)
so....
people cake candles song....
so surprised i blew the candles without actually making a wish! haha
thanks for the cake guys! chocolate walnut from secret recipe~
then cut cake... talk talk...
kena put cream....
left cheek.....
right cheek....
nose.....
forehead....
clean already and the process repeats itself....
then .......
brutal cake smashing....
i know its cause she cannot finish the slice of cake...
one whole slice of cake + one face = super malu face caught on camera
sigh....
they also gave me something that made me laugh...
pictures some other day la k... this post is gonna be just WORDS (yawn)
more msgs from people.... sms la online msg la
after everythingg.... saw adeline's video on foodfam blog that made me smile laugh and feel touched all at once... thanks darling!
then received something from yeegin...
told myself not to emo but couldnt help it la!
your video message made me cry when u sang the bday song and said you were 'celebrating' with me and how u miss us...
made me realised how much i miss you...
COME BACK FROM IOWA NOW CAN ARH?!!

thinking back... the surprise from uni friends was rather suspicious...
hint 1: one day four of them was inside sher ling's room with the door closed...
hint 2: when i passed by her room on monday... i think she tried to hide something..
hint 3: mei kee wished me on tuesday....
'happy birthday'
'not today la tomorrow'
' oh but u all celebrating later right?'
'huh? no la'
('huh? oops' face)
hint 4: on the way to comp lab tsi ngar asked: 'celebrated finish already la' which was met with a mixture 'huh' from me... panic + shut up face from two of them.... act like dont care:'merdeka pass already celebrate what' from a few...
hint 5: ee teen mentioned that she need to finish her mr because later no time (me thinking why later no time?!)
turns out they planned to surprise me at 12 am...
haha

thanks for those who were there to surprise me:
sher ling, siew wui, ee teen, fong wen, vivian, han yin, lena, hui ying, poey shiam, supriya, tilka, tanita, sowmya, wai kwan and
yiew wen and tsi ngar who arrived a bit too late...

thanks for the wishes by.... (chronological order ok?)
phone call: michelle, adeline, jessy ng
sms: sha-lene, jacqueline, sook koon, kavitha, chia yee, su lynn, sook mun, may, linda, jing xin, rini (all the way from moscow! thanks babe!), see ki, mei wah, mummy(hehe), yuxin, francine....
erm i hope i didnt forget any....
online msgs: yee gin, sis,
in-person: all those who surprised me, classmates, random stranger who heard my friends, and too many people to list!!!
also the people who wished me on my blog and facebook and friendster and what nots
THANK YOU all for remembering!!

special thanks for
video posted by adeline- really loved it! made me smile a lot! thanksss
video message sent by yee gin- i was really really touched by it.. even if you dont count it as a real present it still means a lot! i miss u so so much too! cant wait to see you again..
online card sent by michelle- hehe thanks!! its okay if i cant see you in person on my birthday! its the thought that counts!
blog post by adeline, yeegin, jacqueline- hehe i like blog posts dedicated to me!

i slept really late and barely slept from all the food and cake and everything.. woke up feeling like a zombie... had shitty lab session with shitty products... went for lunch.... went for a lecture where 0% of knowledge inputed....

class officially ended at 530... we were all too tired... so went back and sleep.... too tired to even cook or move...

suddenly.....
8 45 -ish pm
2nd surprise: culprit: adeline song
'eh where are you now?'
dum dum dum
OMFG i still cannot believe u came all the way here just to see me on my birthday!
to this ulu land!
so didnt expect it okay!!!
and she even bought lots and lots of pasar malam food because i just MENTIONED how i missed going to pasar malam and eating junk there....
thanks for the takoyakis!!! bubble tea!!! uncle bob chicken!! fried yam stuff! egg tart!!
(until now i still cannot finish la)
really cannot say anything except THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU!!!!!

then at about 9 yuxin came over!
with cake! (another one!! how to bring home la?)
but still.... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! really really appreciated it!!!

so...........
THANKS to all my friends and family!!

now whats left is celebration with foodies? jacq n mic? family?
is that gonna happen ? haha

omg something funny just happened
hahahahhaha
bro just called
' hello? ting? hold on a...'
' happy birthday to you.... (bro's gf: belated la!)... happy birthday (bro's gf: belated la!) to you....'
' hahahahah half an hour late la you!!!'
' yalo work until now only realised...'
' wei 12 30 ady she still duwan to sleep arh'
' ok ok ting go sleep.. byebye'
'hahaha thank you! byebye! ahhaha'

hahahhaha
i have the cutest friends and family members at times!

2007-11-14T02:06:00.000+08:00

its 2 am and im still awake...
shit...

my emotions are going crazy right now...

so very very touched by some of you...

i have so many people to thank...

i will do a proper rollcall the next time okay?

watch out for it!

for now i will try to sleep (lab tomorrow!)

2007-11-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

hello my dead bloggie~

haha

update?
hmm... nothing much to blog about really...

oh

everybody having fun celebrating deepavali?

the good thing about living in a multi racial country is more public holidays! xD
a 4 day weekend!!!!

WEEEEeeeee

actually we had classes on friday.. but we asked our class reps to talk to the lecturers and they kindly postponed 2 of our classes so that we can come back on wednesday itself ...

this week's pharmaceutical chem lab was so hectic...
1st time hearing dr. doughty so.... err.... fierce?
well it wasnt the gonna eat you up kinda fierce... but it was the hurry up or else! kinda fierce...

so not helping when you're rushing!
and one of the stupid experiment involved shaking the bottles for 15 whole minutes VIGOROUSLY... and then waiting another 15 minutes.... and for the other exp we had to boil the aspirin in NaOH for 10 minutes... so gotta be fast fast fast
speaking of which.. i've decided to totally ignore any work for the time being...
(note to self: lab report, m.record, labels)

oral suspensions for dispensing lab...
so far my take on dispensing lab is pretty okay.. the practical part that is...
but the preparation is sooooo troublesome...
the reason why pharmacy students HAVE to visit the library at least once a week is because a stupid thing called manufactoring record...
which involves research using bnf, bp, pc, m, bpc... all of which im too lazy to explain...
and sometimes people get so paranoid over the stupid Major error which we can only have a total of four times for 1 sem... so lotsa questions... no answers...
next week my marker will most likely be..... XXXX..... =.=
a lot of questions and strictness expected....

so anyway after dispensing lab on wednesday.. i rushed back, packed, and rushed home.....
about 1 and a half hours later... HOME SWEET HOME!!
then went pyramid with sis cause ulu ppl like me havent seen the new wing... haha
its okay la... got some shops i've never heard of though... more spacious but.. still nothing much to shop in terms of clothes... so we spent most of our time in diva.... LOL u know i cant resist it!
became "bai ka lui's" for the day....
did henna for fun...

thurday was spent in 1u....
walked...
craved for egg tarts....
and then starbucks...
so we went all the way downstairs for egg tarts and went back up to starbucks...
hehe
shopped....
walked....
shopped....
watched 'stardust'
i think it was quite okay.... fantasy, fairytale-ishly okay...
story aka spoiler: boy starts out as merely an ordinary 'boy'... boy meets girl... boy and girl fights... bad guys go after girl.... boy saves girl... boy starts his 'ugly duckling to swan' transformation.. boy and girl fall in love... boy and girl battle bad guys... boy and girl pwned bad guys... boy becomes extraordinary... all problems fade away.... people live happily ever after.. yay
what to look out for: magic.. aka shiny glowing flying things... funny ghosts.... ugly witches... robert de niro in drag...

friday was spent at home sleeping in..... eating......... watching tv......... onlining...... watching series.......
was craving for donuts and cathay's popcorn... but nothing nice to watch la.... so lazy to go already....

its already the 10th! 2 more days till uni....
4 more days till i turn 19....
hahahah
i'll be spending it there!
duwanna grow old so fast laaaa
'so what do you want for your birthday?'
'for people to actually remember it'

and to be able to celebrate it with the people who cared!

okay i'm pretty sure everybody's bored with my ramblings....
sorry for the lack of pictures lately....
my camera is STILL NOT fixed
and i have a feeling that it will probably NEVER be fixed?
just like how my monitor is NEVER gonna be fixed either?
because nobody really cares?

T^T

toodles~

2007-10-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

last friday we had our replacement phys pham lab which was originally on tues...
the experiment was on eye drugs...

the thing about nottingham is.....

they dont believe in Animal testing.....

but they do believe in Human testing!!!

we had to sign a consent form 1st though (just in case something happens)
hahahaha

so i was the subject for the pilocarpine drug.... ie parasympathetic stimulant... well a muscarinic agonist la

okay i'll stop being biolog-icy

can you see anything?
look closerrrr....
good thing my eye colour is lighter... or it'll be really difficult to see...
the above picture was taken at 10pm.. which was.... err... 8 hours after the drug was applied....

heres a closer look........

normal/controlled eye

..........

.....

....

...

abnormal/alien/test eye

hahaha
i have no idea why i laugh out loud whenever i see this...
its SO weird!!

there was also another drug used that will cause dilation of pupil...
we went around looking at each other's eye
alien eyes and anime eyes
hahahah

the reactions were around the same
' HAHAHA'
' really very small la! very obvious! HAHAHA'

=.=
so jakun right these people.... (is one too)

we had to measure near point accomodation, pupil diameter and light reflexes...
the experience was kinda fun really

but it was weird how one eye was blur
those who had constricted pupil couldnt see far while those with dilated pupil couldnt see near...
we were told not to drive and operate heavy machinery..
lol

my teammate's pupil dilated till 7 mm while mine constricted till 1mm....
we were also supposed to take note of when the drug effect wears off....
i was patiently waiting... and checking the mirror on and off...
it VERY slowly became bigger.... and things didnt look so weird anymore.....
but by 330am i still had uneven pupils.....
so i went to sleep
hahaha

next day it went back to normal!
yay!

okay now that thats done i should stop slacking and get some work done....

calculation test this week
HOW LA HOW LA HOW LA HOW

i just want to pass!!!
which means i just want to get 90/100!!! O.o (so impossible since im so the careless!!)

oral presentation on fri...
HATE presenting

have to stay back late on fri for the 2nd time cause of stupid lab report.....

oh right... i still havent finish my MR and label for dispensing lab...
tomorrow got seminar to discuss lab results!!!

I WANNA GO HOME ALREADY!!!!!

2007-10-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

remember what i said about how something MUST happen everytime i come back here?
i was just telling a fact...

so what was the event of the week?
*drumroll*

POWER OUTAGE!!!

it happened at 2 am...
and i knew that it was the whole block because everywhere was just black black black.. only emergency lights available...
unfortunately i was still awake.. so i thought it would come back in a while and tried to sleep...
the keyword here is 'tried'

needless to say i was like a zombie when it was time to get ready for class....

but wait...
still no power....
and it was the WHOLE campus...
no power + lab session = impossible?
so i delayed getting ready....
and everybody that went for class came back saying that class was cancelled until 12pm which was the time the power was supposed to come back....
we semangat drove to office in our sleeping clothes to ask about lab...
'come back at 1 if the power comes back'

after an hour or so... they posted a notice.. all class were cancelled and power would only come back at 6pm...

lalala~
went to eat pan mien for the 2nd time this week...
hahah
nice pan mien that only costs 2 plus...
most worth it i've ever had.. =]

good thing its the raining season... so it wasnt really crazily hot...
came back.. did work before i lose any natural sunlight...
slept for a bit since there wasnt ANYthing i can do without power...
around 5 it came back!
weee~~
there were cheers all around
hahaha

what we see on the way to pan mien at broga (this was mon)...

trees....
and more trees...
looks like genting highland no?

haha
trust me when i say that this place is ULU
u practically have to pass through a forest to get to food....

i honestly suspect that there is something funky going on..
because the seniors said that this NEVER happened before...

and in the 5 weeks i've been here i was exposed to....
1. bathing halfway no water
2. electrical trip... all electrical points were useless
(this event happened for a known reason and i was sworn to secrecy so haha!)
3. toilet flood aka drain? tersumbat?
(still not sure what was the reason.. dunno if it originates from lower floor or our problem haha)
4. whole campus no power supply
5. on the same day that we lost power supply, it was almost impossible to get through to anyone on the phone

'maybe got UFO'
' yeah and then when it crashed it caused the power outage'
' and then the EM wave terganggu so we cannot call anybody'
'yeah lo yeah lo'

this is what happens when u have nothing better to do =.="

lazy to blog already la... not like anybody reads also
maybe i should bury my blog soon...

2007-10-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

i've come to realise that i dont blog much when i'm not at home...

the 'amazingly fast' speed of the connection there doesnt help either..
that day i wanted to upload some pictures(its been AGES since i posted any!) but i kept getting this error.. so i gave up
but ze blog is kinda sorta well really dead nowadays anyway...

break was great...
if you call not accomplishing ANYthing in you initial to-do list as 'great'
funny how time actually passes by alot quicker now... one minute i'm packing to go home and the next i'm getting ready to leave already...
my weekends are practically useless nowadays...
i think i need a crash course on time management soon.... preferably now...

i'm yapping too much... i know i know!
when people asked me what did i do over the break.... i can only reply with...
sleep
eat
go out
shop
eat
online
sleep
eat
watch tv
online
eat

noticed how 'eat' appeared the most?
i think higher beings are trying to interfere with my 'not gain anymore weight for fear of resembling an elephant' plan...
either that or what my friends say about how my parents are really afraid of me starving over there is true...
its ridiculous really...
i had suppers that are rich in calories
like... a lot of crab... and....
cendol dumplings gyoza taufufar giant bun all together...
extremely filling meals with friends...
my family went for an all you can eat japanese lunch thingy...
shashimi~ unagi~ cawanmushi~ greentea icecream~
yummy!
some pics....

the place was really cute... it had this small japanese village feel to it..
shashimi.... i think we had 5 servings of this.... i still want moreee
sushi sushi sushi
hehe

is it possible to eat crab 4 times in 2 weeks?
well apparently it is in my household...
i think i MIGHT be getting a little sick of it...
i wasnt when my bro was at the 3rd time... but i kinda am...
but i'm not tired of shashimi!!! haha
during my break i had chocolate everyday
a lot of available chocs + no self restrain = me eating everyday
what an unhealthy equation....

a whole pack of sneakers mini are gone.... the timtams from aussie has been reduced to just 1 miserable packet...

but theres still dark choc blueberry macedonia peppermint milk choc white choc etc etc

there is no end to this!!

things in uni are starting to heat up....
there are loads to do....
sometimes i just cant bring myself to do it though...
why isnt there ever enough time!?
its been raining everyday...
in that ulu place... when it rains it pours
the wind is strong so even if there's shelter you're never safe!
gao wong ye why do you make it rain everytime?

i'm starting to think that its abnormal if something doesnt happen...
my place's fengshui too good what...
on thursday... we got a sms from our housemate...
'our toilet is flooding'
dum dum dum
sigh..... tersumbat la... but nobody knows how the hell it happened...
when i saw it for myself...
'wtf'' was on my mind...
but 'omg' came out....
my advice to all those who wanted to see later was : hold your breath
and to make it all the more better... the plumbers will only be available on the following day....
so... we had to bathe somewhere else (of course i bathed!!)
we brushed our teeths in the kitchen -.-
and i had to pee badly so i just asked my neighbour if i could use their toilet.. haha
they say we have to pay =(
i hope its not our fault so we don't have to pay
i honestly have no idea how it happened anyway.. i've never done anything...
unless the combined amount of our hair can actually block the drain....
boohooo...

why do these things only happen to us?
no water la no electricity la toilet flood la
must be my sui-ness...
i pity my housemates...
gomenasai

talking to international students can really make you realise how 'malaysian' you are...
they actually find it amusing that we use 'lah' for almost every sentence...
and we're subconciously polluting them...
haha
its so cute when they say it though..

i'm currently suffering withdrawal symptoms...
i want my laptop!!! dad's isnt the same!
and my freaking monitor is pms-ing
but nobody bothers because bro has his own pc and sis uses her laptop...
=(
i'm too lazy to bring my laptop back and forth
=(
it can be heavy when you're not driving/being driven
ohh that day i took the lrt the wrong way...
yeah you must be thinking
'omg how stupid can she be to do THAT?'
okay i wasnt looking at the signs...
so i ended up heading towards kl...
had to get down and go the other way
hahah
this is what happens when u leave me alone
but hey i'm alive
it was pretty funny anyway...
and YES la i'm STUPID
if you call me blur you're just being kind =)

my whole post has been rather random huh?
these are just highlights...
if i blogged about everything i dont think i'll ever have enough space...
what exactly is the word limit here anyway?
come back mind~
yes my posts are lengthy...
yes they have a lot of words
yes they can get boring
yes my blog is dead-ish
yes i dont really care
yes you dont really care either
yes i should be sleeping
yes you should stop reading
yes i'm finally done blogging
yes this is for real

xoxo

2007-10-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

WEE
i'm having a 'reading week' now for raya till next tues.....
ironic how i havent done any 'reading' whatsoever...

don't be surprised if the next time you see me i resemble a pregnant woman...
eating extremely fattening yet sinfully delicious food is bad bad bad
but...
how can i resist?

yesterday at 10pm....
dad: ting go teman me buy crab
me: o.O what time is it?!
dad: 10 oclock la
me: *secretly thinking that hes joking* duwanla

so..
i had salted egg crab at 11pm... ta pao-ed from pantai seafood... 2 big boxes...
and we all know when it comes to crab... i can eat A LOT
teehee

my dad may not know what my favourite colour is.. what kind of food i dont eat... what my friends names are... what my favourite pasttime is... what flavour of icecream i like.. which i prefer between ketchup and tomato... what my favourite fruit is... etc etc

BUT he knows i like eating crab

HAHAHAH

shit.. as if i havent gained enough weight already

tuesday was spent in ou with the girls.... what we did was... eat shop eat
i spent the most again =(
i went home seriously broke
we ate at delicious for dinner...
took pics of food but too lazy to upload....
i miss their wedges already......
nearly DIED trying to finish the food... those two didnt help either!

wednesday was lunch with foodies minus one
eat till full full again...
then we were drove around from subang to ou to uptown
haha

i made a pact with someone about actually touching my notes and books this holiday....
but im wondering if i can ever keep up my end of the deal...
gomenasai!

things i have to/should do:
- study?
- finish manufactoring record
- print out label for dispensing lab
- study??
- write abstract for PAR assignment
- do powerpoint for oral presentation
- think about what the hell is the future of pharmacy profession (my topic)
- attempt studying for calculation test ( the freaking 90% passing mark punya.. which means if i get 89/100 i still FAIL.... so since there are 50 questions... i can only get 5 questions wrong? and part A cannot use calculator? OO EEMM GEE)
- study???

things i actually did/am doing
- shopping (cant do much of that anymore since im BROKE)
- going out
- onlining like nobody's business
- appearing offline most of the time because nobody wants to talk to me anyway
- downloading stuff
- joined facebook (how lifeless can i get right?)
- blogging (like duh)
- watching tv
- eating (hence the gaining weight dilemma)
- watching downloaded stuff
- being bored when everybody else is hibernating ie studying

what i am currently watching

house season 3 (because im just in love with dr house)

gossip girl (still havent made up my mind about this show)

heroes season 2 (ANTICIPATION all the time)

pushing daisies (interesting for now!)

damn me and my never effective to do lists!

on another note...

is tomorrow's movie day still on?

2007-10-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

here i am again! blogging instead of doing my work...
just a shout-out....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!!

hope london's treating you fine.... so sad la didnt get to chat with ya properly that day... but i'm glad you're having fun there...
go rock LSE yo! xD

*me hopes i didnt get the date wrong... me thinks tina won't see this though*

just to make this post less pointless... lets talk about lecturers shall we?
there are really lots of different lecturers in this world huh?
i thought i seen a weird one with my ex bmed sc lecturer... and not to forget pookey....
there are many different kinds of lecs in notts too....

the one teach until super fast 1 until nobody can fall asleep because if you dont pay attention for one second you will be LOST LOST LOST (i did that a couple of times and its not fun!)
the one who lectures and lectures and makes you wonder why on earth are his/her classes always so freaking LONG compared to others...
the one whos voice is so darn 'sexy' and lectures so very SLOWly you just can't help not paying any attention...
the one who lectures and when the class ends you're left wondering : 'huh? wtf just happened?' and you have no idea what you have just learnt...
the one who is moderately paced and can wake me up by doing something interesting....

what did he do?
well after one lecture with the 'dunno why his lectures so darn long 1' i was very the sleepy... and in walks our lecturer... and we were learning about enthalpy and energy and dunno what la...
so he drops a pingpong ball on a table and asks where does the kinetic energy go...
so we said it becomes heat energy when it touches the table...
and he drops it into a beaker of water and asks us the same thing...
i think we answered the same thing...
next he asked 'if that is the case... if we can put in energy into the ball... are you saying that it will jump back up?'
and guess what happened next....
he pulls out a hairdryer......
we all started laughing.....
he had one student go out and 'transfer heat energy' into the ball....
*5 minutes later....*
'hmm... i think thats about enough energy...'
*laughter laughter*
then he asks us to think and the rest is just a lecture about how there are many energies involved and bla bla...
i swear if the hairdryer didnt appear i would be so bored and sleepy....

but there is one guy that is seriously damn funny....
i have 2 english, 1 black, 3 chinese and 1 french lecturer...

the french dude can really make me laugh like mad...
1st day i wanted to laugh because of his accent.... and the way he talks its just.... funny!
he says things like
' there is no pen.. this is so sad... ' (with french accent.. so its like... zhere iz no penn.. zis iz so sadd..)
YET he comes to every class without a marker pen!
and when my curious classmates starts asking questions... he replies things like...
'this is not the purpose of the slide'
'wow you are better than me'
'you dont have to think so much'
'you dont have to worry about that'
when he says it its SO FUNNY la!!! *but me thinks he doesnt really know his stuff*
there was once he refer to the protein as a potato... and we were laughing...
and he said: 'i am sorry, i dunno how to say this, it looks like a potato to me'

but the lecture on friday really make me laugh the most!
we were talking about bacteria... then gonorrhea (STD)

'it is very bad to get this'
and then he started advising us...

'sex is good.... but condom... MUST'

'i beg you.. always remember..'

'condom is your friend'

then he did a blowing motion....
'test first... if it bursts... BAD'

HAHAHAHHAHA
he is really damn amusing la...

what else i learnt?

'bacteria is our enemy'

'chemotaxis in real life occurs when there is money'

wearing a flower clip to class is good...
'what a pretty flower... it makes me happy... 5 marks for your next test..'

2007-10-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

my blog seems to be dying....
anybody kind enough to give CPR?

the first thing i realised when i came back was........

i no longer know how to operate astro!!!
*cries*

i came back... pressed 76.... channel not found.... pressed 71.... channel not found.... *remembered something*
press ok to look for channels...
how to remember?! the order all also change already...
why need to press 3 numbers now har?! har?....

yeahla yeahla... it has been told that they were changing it...but still.....

ULU people like me dunno how to use la!
ULU people like me dont even know what is the latest movie to watch now.....
ULU people like me got EXTREMELY excited when we went to kajang and saw pizza hut, kfc, baskin robbins, dunkin donuts, starbucks, secret recipe....
ULU people went : wah got pizza hut! dunkin donuts! BASKIN ROBBINS!!!!!

want to know how one of the ULU people spent her week?
note: the author has no idea why she is refering to herself that way....

okok... normal mode... this is how my nottingham life is like...

monday: alarm rings at 8.30... off and goes back to sleep until 8.45.... get ready.... WALK to class... 10 til 4pm with 1 hour break... WALK back to room... rest for a while... carry out our plan to COOK.. we made 6 dishes for 7 people... o.O hahaha... but we cleaned up pretty nicely =) it was 9plus when we got to shower, online, watched disturbia with housemate which was left abandoned in my laptop ages ago... sleep.

tuesday: same procedure as above but earlier... had lab from 930 til 430 with an hour break too... VERY TIRING OKAY! dragged myself back to room.... DIED.... okay kidding... went to SA for a while... too lazy to cook... went out.... reached somewhere in kajang where there was civilisation!!!(refer above for examples of shops found there) ate pizza hut... lol.... came back at 9 something... shower...online, sleep.

wednesday: same morning procedure.. dispensing lab from 10 til 130... struggled filling up the manufactoring record... i really dunno how to use the BP and BNF la! made oral rehydrating powder... damn leceh 1 lo... weigh grind sieve weigh again mix weigh AGAIN pack... all manually... only managed to pack 1 miserable packet because i was seriously too 'fast'... boo... TIRING day again.... calculation class from 3 til 4.... went back.. online online... waited til 730... cook rice.. ate.... talked talked til 9 something... shower... online.. sleep

thursday: same waking up procedure... classes from 9 til 4 with 1hour break.... 4 hours of calculation class... =.= SUPER BORINGNESS AND BRAIN DETERIORATINGNESS... walked back... considered going for a swim.... so we went... there were so little people there! more space for us! haha! lets see... when we arrived there were 2 indian girls who were leaving... and 5 other pharmacy classmates... so 8 of us fooled around for abit... the 5 left earlier... and we left at about 7... was super the HUNGRY... went out for dinner.... the food took so LONG... so we talked and talked and TALKED... food came at nearly 9... we finished before 930 because we were so hungry! i proposed the theory that: they starve us so that the food seems nicer to us! but it was really okay la... 35 for 5 of us...
on the way home we saw a row of dogs lying on the road...
'die already a?'
'hahah how can? dogs must die in one row 1 meh?'
then i told them that i saw a lot of dogs that day.. and i even counted for them.. 10 dogs i saw that day!!! they kept laughing... and if you're also wondering if they were the same dogs they werent.. because...
2 were hairy
2 were small, not hairy and can climb up a very STEEP slope
6 were lying together on the road
i dunno why they find it funny when i explained this to them -.-

friday: woke up really EARLY to carry out our plan to cook breakfast... haha... we had scrambled eggs, sausages, fish fingers, bread, milk xD i highly doubt that we'll be cooking breakfast again anytime soon... classes from 10 til 12... well technically it was one class from 10-11 and one talk from 11-12... rush rush... pack pack... wait wait... jam jam... came back and DIED(sleep)

well... thats technically how my life is... i'm feeling a bit of the hectic-ness.... i still wonder how my classmates have time to study.. and trust me.. most of them are really hardworking...

one thing i dont like about this place is the food on campus... we only have 2 places to choose from... and i always end up eating the same things... wednesday i had fish and chips at the admin building and omg the fish is so i quote:'NOT EDIBLE'.. it tasted like.... like.... like.... it just wasnt fresh la!!! and 1 hour is hardly enough time for us to go out to eat since... well we're not exactly fast eaters.. hehe

i'm glad my housemates/roommates are pretty okay to live with... okay.. i cannot explain if they're my housemate/roommates since we dont share a house nor a room.. we just share an area... aiyor ill explain later IF i ever get to taking any pictures of this place...

oh yea... this place has exposed me to alot of.... 'nature'
there are loads of insects here... but not mosquitoes... just insects that sometimes im not even sure what they are... they just have wings... and they fly around and mysteriously dies on the floor or any surface.... i swear they do! i have no idea why... there are certain times when u wake up and walk out and on the floor u see dead insects *insert horror movie sound effect*... hahah
thank goodness there arent that many in our bedrooms....
when it rains.. i can hear a lot of frogs croaking outside....
sometimes i hear crickets when i'm trying to sleep...
and i see the occasional stray dogs (refer: thursday)
hmm.. maybe i should call them mountain dogs since i remembered that someone asked a senior where do the dogs come from and he answered...
'i'm not sure'
*thinks for 2 secs*
'i think they're from the mountains'
*me wondering where are these mountains and why on earth the dogs would wanna come to OUR campus from THEIR MOUNTAINS*
and of course i see the ducks in the lake everyday....

aiyer tired already.. blog more later la...

shit i have 2 reports to finish.... lazy/dunno how to do laaaa

i very stress
'cause i see a lot of seriously sangat the rajin people
'cause i dun likey lab
'cause i dunno a lot of things
i very sad
'cause i havent see ANY of my close friends for a long time already
the timing is always not right...
i miss them... i wonder if they miss me? maybe they dont care about me already la...
'cause i always dont have enough time to do what i want
'cause of reasons that i dont even understand

SIGHHHH

okay la... ill stop whining already
sorry for being so annoying

buhbye

nothing

2007-09-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

sis thinks i'm crazy..
well her exact words are 'sot'....
its not like i actually like being bitter...
i'm just telling it as it is...

people assume all the time...
but what are the chances that the assumption turns out to be true?

something is not right....
but nothing is wrong....

don't use the same phrase over and over again... it gets old pretty fast...

i want to go to the cinema and catch a movie...
but i cant...
i want to meet my friends...
but i cant...
i want to say something...
but i cant...
i want to cry...
but there's nothing to cry about...

don't act like you understand when you don't even KNOW me...

i'm not depressed...
i'm tired...

2007-09-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

i swear i'm cursed...
or this place just has really bad fengshui...

i was ~~bored out of my mind~~happily onlining at 12 am when all of the sudden...

titoot

eh? battery not charging anymore?!

all electrical points not working?!

internet port also not working?!

WHAT THE HELL!

that day water problem today electrical problem... whats next?

so after talking on the phone to an equally bored friend till about 1 40 am i went off to bed...
morning i went to get some milk from the fridge and...

voila!
turns out the fridge power point wasnt working either....

my milk tasted different...
so i threw it away.....

(insert colourful curses here)

why la why?! what have i done to deserve this?!

oh yeah...
today something funny happened...
it was our lunch break so SL and i went for lunch...
this time another gang saw us and joined us (i have lunch with different ppl all the time.. sometimes ppl that dont even know my name)
then at 2 they went to buy books (dunno why they always have books to buy le?)
SL and i were thinking why they had time to buy books...
while walking towards our supposed class
SL: now who is teaching?
me: what subject is it now?
*SL checks timetable*
SL: EH NO CLASS LA!!!!
me: HAR? SERIOUS?
both: no wonder we didnt see many people la...
*both double check the timetable*
*SL does falling over motion*
* both laughs like mad*
*guy stares at us weirdly*

HAHAHAH
yes we are equally blur....
when we met our friend and told her she only gave one response: o.O sweat

2007-09-26T01:29:00.000+08:00

OMG i typed alot of stuff and its just GONE
&@*#*(@!(!@((@#

benci!!!

happy mooncake festival people!

lazy to type la.. ill just list down what i did today...

- 1st lab session... just introductory so easy stuff and ended quickly...
-got my net! like finally! after complaining a gazillion times...
- got bored... kacau-ed hsemate
- online for a bit
- went to coursemate's room.... cool room.. lotsa junk food and a mini fridge filled with FOOD! this was where i learnt that there is a thing called pringles light... jakun i know...
- went to another coursemate's room to see the view... lol... her room faces the fields and courts (football, basketball, futsal)... so yeah..
- just kidding! where got view... they looked like ants to me... just talked rubbish only la...
- went for dinner.... i didnt know mooncake festival was a big thing.. all the chinese restaurants were closed... so we went to this mamak... that selled 'kajang' satay... but it wasnt it kajang.. it was in semenyih -.- .... hahaha
- delivered food for hsemate's friend... chatted with the girls and this guy i dont even know what his name was in her room....
- were too late for their lantern thingy at the other hostel hall... so we went to this friend's room.... well technically he's my hsemate's friend's friend... LOL... she tried to play O2jam... but net here just sucks!! kacau kacau... then gave up and went back...
- finally got to shower....BUT.... halfway through... NO WATER!!! omfg.... it was so stupid yet funny... we had to get out of the shower.. go around the hostel trying the taps... realised that only our area was having that problem... went to our neighbouring area.. knocked but noone was around.. so we just bathed there and left... HAHHAHA
- went to coursemate's room again... listened to stories.... then someone knocked on the door to ask us to 'lower the volume'... yeala 1 30 should sleep already.. sorry la... i very quiet 1... they noisy only ma....

this was probably the MOST eventful day in nottingham since i got here... yea u can imagine how sad i normally am...

70% of the people i met today probably still doesnt know my name or doenst remember my name anyway.... haha

gosh i need friends!!!!

toodles for now~

2007-09-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

*waves*
is my blog dead yet?

im back in peejay at the moment....
because theres no class today and tomorrow (labs havent started yet!)... but ill probably go back tomorrow nite....
i woke up today and had to STARE at the clock to make sure i wasn't seeing things...
after checking with the other clocks.... i laughed out loud to myself....
it was 450 pm....
HAHAHHAHAH

yes la yes la... i didn't sleep well on sunday okayyy....

i have super the banyak things to blog about.... but.... a bit lazy.....
ill blog about my 'new life' later la...
when i figured out exactly how is my new life... hehe
i hope hope HOPE i can get internet connection by the time im back!

okay so stuff that i havent blogged about....
cowie's bday celebration on......... errmm........... last last friday? we went to a place in hartamas.. reasonable alchohol price.... but lousy environment...
i forgot to put the size to small and im lazy to upload again so deal with these pics! (any clue why we're not happy happy?)
hehe

monday i had dinner with vege and pao.... pao just smsed me all of the sudden and wanted to do dinner.. so off we went....

tuesday was the day i decided i didnt wanna rot at home so i went to ou for some shopping!! ou was BLAH that day....l very little things caught my fancy... i was there ALONE... shopping ALONE... till about 4? when JL came.... 230 and 4 quite the big difference but still it was fine walking alone.. haha... makan makan... walk until kaki patah... came home and hung out until 9-ish?

wednesday.... errr.... oh yeah went to notts... registration day.... was so sick of being in the damn car..... i think we left home at 1030? and i reached notts at 2?
and NO... it doesnt take that long..... my parents just have lotss to do!
and i reached home at like... late??? no idea la.. but i was damn hungry and tiredd

thurday... induction ie boring talks.... boringness blahness nothing worth mentioning...

friday... after going to uni went for tina and rini's farewell party! everybody was super punctual! my stomach was shrinking already...
we ate and ate and ate
lets see we had.... 2 large pizza.... satay... chicken wings... 'healthy' salad... potato salad.... jelly.... cake.... junk food... drinks.... we didnt finish ANYthing... we didnt even get to cooking sausages and fries...
we did homemade rum and raisin.... ahha
as in.. we mixed rum, icecream and raisins together....
heavenly~~ i had seconds! but i felt so bloated later...
rini made sangria too.... which we didnt finish... its a lot more concentrated than the one i had before... the red wine smell was so strong...
the usual drunkards wasnt around.... haha
michelle got a bit funny though... it was so amusing watching her.. hahah

my only pic with both of them!

i dont have any group pics since my camera is still bonkers! and i always forget to get pics from chelle or she always forgets to give them to me..

saturday... was the day i almost went insane doing last minute packing... so regretted not taking jac's comment ' you know.. you SHOULD start packing... something... ANYthing!' seriously.. haha.... then went for dinner at sushi groove with sookie and adel... some stupid fren of mine have a higher regard for uni frens compared to high sch frens... blaahhh

okay.. so we met this WEIRD waiter in sushi groove... and i mean WEIRD

1stly... he was the one who sitted us.. and while taking our orders.... he smiled? and then laughed? to himself? well its definitely to himself because he was writing down our orders at the same time....

2ndly..... oh wait.. before talking about his weirdness lets talk about how everybody got refills for their green tea except us! i know we seem young and not important but it was ridiculous! so yea.. there we were... waiting to get some damn tea.. and adel caught the weird waiters eye... so he helped us refill..... (i swear i was having a bad feeling asking him!) then he said started TALKing..... ' u all waited very long?' 'u can just put up you hand next time' *demonstrates*

and he continued TALKing... 'are you all local?' 'she looks japanese' *towards adel*
adel told him she was from india...

and TALKing... 'im japanese you know?' 'would you believe me if i told you that?'
i said he didnt look japanese... (because he seriously DOESNT)

and he went on TALKing... 'why not?' bla bla bla

at this point i was thinking: just serve my tea and leave me alone because i dont care!!!!

then he left....

and sadly our tea ran out again.... and the next thing i knew... he was beside me..... *insert horror movie sound effect*

'im really japanse you know?'

we were all A BIT annoyed and just went: yea yea ok...

then he said....

'nola im not japanese'

o.O

OMG PLEASE SAVE ME AND MAKE HIM LEAVE

' im chinese... but im mixed' yada yada...

do i look like i care?

' u guys are friendly... very nice to talk to..'

-.- you cant be serious right?

*awkward laughter*

needless to say we quickly paid our bill and left...........

i put all the blame on adel's irresistable 'japanese' looks!

so that was how i spent the week before leaving civilisation!!!

ahhahaha

will blog about my life soon.... maybe.... perhaps.... if you guys want to know.... ahahah

2007-09-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

have you ever been in a mood where you just don't feel like talking to anybody?

things to do:
- pack
- buy phone battery
- buy stationaries
- apply for card
- tidy up my messed up room
- ~~watch more tv (no time!)~~
- get my clothes out of the wardrobe
- pack
- ~~play with jackie and dachess (need to do everything on the list 1st)~~
- get my files, stationaries, papers out of my study table
- decide on what to bring
- ~~attempt suicide(i don't even have time for this.. how sad is that?)~~
- try not to kill anyone yet
- try not to talk to anyone that might annoy me and hence lead to the above
- smash my camera with a hammer
- ~~get over it!~~
- detach myself from the laptop and PACK

2007-09-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

september babies are really sucking up all my money....
first was cowie....
now its mich mich michy mich's turn!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE KOH SHU JUN!!!!

haha me left u right!

this woman has been in my life since.... form 2... and i cant get rid of her ever since!!
hahaha
not that i want to!

enjoy being 19! its the last year of being a 'teen'!

do you know that i love you very much?!
hehe
i'm grateful to have someone familiar to fall back onto....
thanks for everything!

mwah mwah!

p.s: u do realise that i'm expecting a comment/tag right?! don't be so lazy all the time!

2007-09-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

queensland just gave me an offer....
hahahah
one day before im supposed to register for nottingham...
hahahhahahha

okay seriously now...
not funny at all....

but its based on my sam results (i think) and not for credit transfer... i have a slight suspicion that they didnt process my 1st sem results at taylors.. oh whatever... its like almost impossible to credit transfer anyway...

some ppl might be wondering why i applied for the 2008 intake and not 2007....
might as well save some energy and explain here...
after i got my sam results...
i didnt wanna decide on anything because the thought of deciding on something that would ultimately determine my future just freaked me out...
so i ignored my parents when they told me to apply for unis...
and happily went on a holiday to hk....
when i came back....
monash queensland... etc... told me they have no spaces left for pharmacy
*cue furious parents*
queensland(my parents rather me go there cuz sis is going there) told my parents i can take up the bach of science programme and they will guarantee that i can credit trans to the pharmacy programme... (provided i dun fail or anything la)
but it would mean i have to leave in like one or two weeks time and i wasnt prepared.. so applied for 2008 la....

blahhhh....
then mum didnt want me to rot or work so went to taylors.....
and the rest u guys know the story already....

dad is pro-uk-ing all of the sudden....
stubborness runs in the family...
its so annoying....
oh whatever...
i dont effing care....

2007-09-10T15:48:00.000+08:00

@#%^!&*@^#*!
holymotherbleepingbleep

my internet failed me... for 10 minutes! i think its my laptop... all of the sudden cannot detect wireless networks? what the tut
then suddenly blue screen appears... there was an error bla bla bla

itsnt it extremely annoying when you're using your internet/laptop/computer/handphone halfway and it just suddenly dies on you?
electronical devices should just bloody work!

*prays* please don't do that to me again!

okay.. resume normal blogging mode

my blog is getting so boringg..... or maybe im getting boring.... or maybe i AM boring....
is anybody still reading this crap?

i think most people would be thinking: what the hell is she yapping on about and why cant she just get to the point instead of writing long winded rubbish!
well ya see.....
there is NO point!
nada zilch kosong

maybe my life is just not that interesting... sorry la! nothing interesting going on la!

had a busy weekend... but kinda forgot how i spent it so quickly....
hmm... rewind....

friday we went to hartamas to celebrate darling chia yee birthday! her bday was on the 9th you see... ^^
mayling went! yay! someone didnt! boo!
went there.. drink talk gossip laugh drink talk gossip laugh...
then went and watch knocked up....
pretty good! very funny... go watch it!
got home at 2 45 am?
aiyer lazy to blog about that day la... im still waiting for pics from yee...

urm... saturday.....
saturday......
ohhh i wasnt feeling well on saturday.....
but i really wanted to cut my hair... cannot stand wei! so i insisted on going!
and i vomitted in the salon....
wahahhahah
okay la not IN the salon.. more like on my way to the toilet of the salon...
didn't make it man...
screw period pain seriously...
some people have no idea what i go through every month...
its more like its ABNORMAL if i DIDNT vomit from the pain...
so yea got my haircut.... the fringe is bugging me... its a bit too short? i look like a kid.... =.=

i dont like it when my hair gets too long and messy!

look at the eyebags! look at the fringe! *cries* (if u think its ok i can assure u that it looks worse in real life!)

but then again.. i have to agree with lynn....
we go for a haircut.. we hate it at 1st and complain about it.. then we get used to it and end up cutting the same style...
hahaha.. so true... so true...

then went for boring dinner.....
urrghhh.. sorry i just hate socializing sometimes.... especially when i feel like fainting and there are people around asking you what are you doing and yada yada and the person next to you keeps talking to the person next to him and cause they're from uk they talk in this funny way n theyre talking about where they went and what they did and its just ANNOYING because you havent experienced it yourself! (MAYBE cause you're not rich and old enough!)
*exhales*
yes i can be mean at times...

sunday went to shop for neccessities... ie things i am going to survive on....
blah...... i want a new phone.... but what do my parents do? get a new tv.... blaaahhhhhh
went for dinner and somehow we started talking about msia and the government and just how things ARE here.... disappointing.....

its monday and im blogging....
i wanna shop
wanna wanna wanna wanna
but no money also....

hmm....i wonder if plans tomorrow are still on?

2007-09-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

okay time to really face it....

has anybody noticed that i left yet?
haha

errm....
lets make this official....
i left taylors already.......

yeah....
don't bombard me with all those 'Whyyyyy' questions....
my head has been screwed up for the past month.. you wouldnt want it to get worse would you?
and yes the whole leaving or staying dilemma has been with me since beginning of august...
and yes i didn't tell anybody from uni....

okayla now i feel a bit guilty....
hehe.. the reason why was because i wasnt sure myself and i didnt wanna cause uneccessary worry and all....
at 1st the scenario was:
aiyer its not like im confirmed accepted or anything...
then it turned to:
aiyer need to go interview 1.... not like i won't make a fool out of myself then...
then it was:
accepted but still not confirmed going also....

then time was running out...
haha....
i have to go there on the 12th for registration and get my timetable and stuff... then induction on 13th... then official classes starts on 17th....
yes im in need of more time....
and like i have to stay there....
BOOO....
no likey no likey...

sigh...
so i faxed in my acceptance form on wednesday.... then thursday was my last day in taylors....
sorry la didnt tell a lot of people! *thinks maintaining low profile*
of course im gonna miss my unimates....
i'm gonna be a loner there... =(
nevermind la... maybe i'll turn into a nerd and actually study more...
ahahhah
but i'll definitely miss the company...
so guys...
go rock aussieland k?
for me....
i'll rot for 2 years here before another 2 years in uk...
oh what joy.....

decisions are really weird things huh... i still wonder if i will regret terribly.... but i guess i'll survive? i'm pretty okay with anything.... and my parents can be pretty insistent.... but i don't blame them.. if i put my foot down on something i can just say no and they'll understand... but i just thought... it wouldnt hurt....
so there....

and... there have been questions like : sook koon leh?
ehh... sook koon very strong 1 ok? she can definitely survive without me... me without her however... hahahah.. i dunno? it'll be different i guess... since it is always a comfort to have someone you've known for so long beside you...
yeah so sorry la darling for bailing on you... really really really sorry! but we'll meet up often okay?
and the rest of uni people... if u guys ever miss me maybe i'll come by? MAYBE la...
haha

ahh.. i'm so glad to finally get this off my chest! but i foresee that i'll be troubled by adjusting pretty soon....

toodles~

2007-09-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

i is getting malas-er

yes my mind hasn't been functioning right these days...

so i thought i'll spare you guys....

okay this post is going to be completely pointless....

hmm.....

errr.....

if i blog exactly whats on my mind...
it would be something like.....

ajhdohaeriuhnadfcikefoasmdaioeuyhq9awyrjanfiokjjiqajhrhaeiudfjacnmajeuhcfndiuehroijawodmakmsd
waddahelllaiajwojndojsnfjknsejfnejooemgeeahnrfjansjsdnkjsahowhowlakjdjjklendfjsdnjknsjkn

lets try and get my brain to start moving....
......
...
..
.

oh right....
just sent sis off to melbourne....
nola not studying there....

shes going there till the 18th! so freaking long right...
and i won't be here when she comes home!
jealous la she get to go melbourne... jealous la she get 1st class honours (yeala this happened ages ago)....
hahahha
even though sometimes she annoys me like hell... im always super proud of my sister xD
mummy dearest isn't here either... shes in singapore....
daddy isn't here too....

yea basically they're all out of town... or country for that matter.....
lalalala~

i'm bored....
stressed....
confused....
tired....
annoyed....
frustrated....

hahahha thats alot of feelings at one go....

nah.. i'm fine...

OH i know what this feeling is...

its FEAR

fear and doubt... two things that haunt me at the moment....
i'm afraid... really i am....
afraid and unsure... thats what i am now.....

BLAHHHHH

shit man... tomorrow is coming soon!

2007-09-01T17:45:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! my connection is NORMAL now! *does happy dance*
yeah well... if it didnt improve after getting a new router i have no idea wat im supposed to do next...

super belated pictures from last saturday...
butter cheese
salted egg

didnt take any other pics because the crab were the main attraction! hehe...
YES jac and chelle.. i choose crab over u guys.. hahah.. hey at least we shopped for awhile b4 that.. and on mon... and dinner and supper yesterday... haha

for merdeka eve, was considering going to mardigras... but then... haha!
something came up...
funny how we all sorta reacted the same way to that 'something'
anyway... i was set for boring merdeka eve by stoning... (without internet connection!)
then... by 4 someone smsed me about plans that nite.... right after that sis said she was bored so we went to curve....
yada yada yada... plans with someone failed...
sis and i shopped till 1030.... O.o
ikano's clowns were freaky... ahhaa... one said he would give me buy 1 free 1 offer...

lets see how patriotic msians can get...

all the jam in the spirit of merdeka?
they look so ridiculous with all the blinky lights... hehe

okay im losing some motivation to blog because my brain is currently not working right....

baahhhhh

o.o

2007-08-27T14:48:00.000+08:00

*stares at tagboard*
okay so i've been abandoning my blog for a while....
hahahah

i dun feel like flooding my own tagboard with replies so i shall just reply here! =)

im not exactly for MU... it all depends on whos playing really...
since most of the time i watch matches involving MU... so i support them most of the time...
BUT i like banging certain ppl who like MU! haha
( i suspect my bro's gf sense of humour is rubbing off on me)

kienseng... tina is for liverpool.... SO......... MU's not really her all time fav team..... hahah

thines is only semangat-ed to spam my tagboard when its football related =.= sheessh..
if tina wasn't so busy she would've replied you with SOMETHING...

how is liverfool cute kavi? -.-

you're welcome addy!! sorry if it wasn't much! hope u liked it =)

HELLLOOOO sha!!!! feels like its so long since i've had a proper chat with ya.. miss me?

jac!! yes u havent been a good blog reader of mine! *merajuks* pls continue the kacau-ing..

i'm glad u like the song long kor... i like it too xD

and yes... now i know 3 people who absolutely ADORES nani....
bro thinks hes a younger ronaldo... haha

i hate my camera.... i can't upload the pictures in it.... no idea WHY
i lost my thumbdrive.... anybody saw it?
i just bought one yesterday -.-
i think we spent too much yesterday....
we're pushing for a new camera but i think its not happening soon.... =(
i'm feeling very lazy...
i don't feel like going to uni tomorrow (when do i ever feel like going anyways?)
i feel like eating gummy bears...

they look yummy....

this is me right now....

decisions decisions....

i'm in need of a holiday~

someone please take me away~

i feel like continuing the rhyming~

but i know it'll only be pointless crapping~

oh dear brain please work~

don't fail me and leave me in a lurch!

work doesnt rhyme with lurch la stupid!

oh shut up already!

2007-08-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

guess who's officially 19?!!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE SONG PEI HWAN!!!!

i did 2 tributes for you le....

touched a not?

i made something for you le...

touched a not?

(wanted 2 do something 1... but NO TIME.... sorry la)

this girl arh.....

cannot even explain how important she is la...

just now also made me laugh like hell with her 'album of my life' post...

you're NEVER unwanted and NEVER alone.....

muakz!!

okay... excuse me while i TRY to study something for tomorrow.... please god let me have more progress than ONE miserable page (which was my progress for 2 days)

ARRGHHHHH im so dead dead dead

Its PON

2007-08-20T08:34:00.000+08:00

i wonder why i always get sick on fridays??

why why WHY?

was feeling a lil off at first...

met up with mic n jac after class....

mic asked us to go for monash's carnival n motorshow thingy....

i think we went on the wrong day or wat?

there wasn't much

lol

so we went makan in pyramid....

then someone was craving icecream...

so we went drive-thru mcd....

(yes we know pyramid got mcd also but the elevator was taking so damn long!)

then mic threw her icecream out the window

haha

it looked like a white snowball on the ground...

i duno if i was high or what but some things that happened made me laugh so hard

like how we almost got into an accident..

oh wait.. THAT i was freaked out... not amused!

stupid fella.. talk to girlfriend dun need look at cars 1 issit...

some guy was using his highlight....

mic n him STONED for like 5 secs on the road....

with him and his damn highlight.. and mic going : wei dont flash me! i cant see! WEI!

and then suddenly he flash us one more time and drove away... SMILING

O.o HUH?

we decided to hide in the bush (like the policemen in that area HAHA)

jac neighbours STARED at us for.... 5 minutes... wearing the expression like they were gonna call the cops or runaway...

and we were WAVING at them... and laughing our heads off....

we decided to flash a cat....

i concluded that said cat was blind....

going back at '10-ish' became '11' and '11' became 'before 12 la'

and yes i got home 10 minutes before 12! mission accomplished!

wait... i didnt plan on blogging on this 1 la...

poor readers... have to go through my randomness...

oh yea.. i watched ratatouille yesterday!

cute movie! hehe

quite funny too...

it was okay.... the rats facial expressions were so cute! i think the animators did a good job.. the characters expression amused me...

eh.... i didnt plan on blogging this also... =.=

what i wanted to blog about was.....

a few days ago i changed my personal message on msn to 'why do i keep seeing pon and zi lately?'

and.....

a few people said that... they read it as poRn and zi..... ~~perverts~~

so i thought i should educate you all...

ahhahaha... how noble of me....

so who are these guys? Pon and Zi are 2 cute adorable weird and yet sometimes emo characters created by this guy called Jeff Thomas whos penname is azuzephre...

these few days i saw some people using it as msn display pic.. and i also came across them in blogs... so i was wondering what happen all of the sudden.... i knew of them hmm.. last year i think? then i started collecting their pics... haha

so here are some...

1,2,3....

AWWWWW....

UBER CUTE no?

Pon (not poRn!) is the yellow one... and Zi is the blue/green one...

okay now that i finally blogged about wat i planned to....

tata~

2007-08-17T14:48:00.000+08:00

akjshdahdoaehruehakjlrhaerh
i hate it when i get myself into situations that make me hate myself...
does that even make sense?
bah

anyway....
last friday we went to lunabar.....
it seems that i'm always blogging abt stuff that happened awhile ago.. hahah

before that... we went makan 1st... we were feeling 'chinese'

'hungry ghosts'
our work! (eh damn not bad lo... 5 of us and 5 dishes.... so full...)

after that.. off we went.... jam jam... slept slept...

hello mr. policeman...
she wanted to take a pic in front of the 'elite club'.... no seriously... its called that...
our house!
super likey the non-smoking area... less view but beautiful deco....

see what i mean?

the toilets were nice too....
you can even shower there...
and they have big mirrors!
and funky looking taps
candid

take 1
take 2

individual shots....
doing her favourite move... -.-hahah dunno why got 2 extras behind..
i like the mirror within another mirror effect!
pretty!
hahah so funny la her expression
let me be vain for a while...

ladies
gents

super cute rite the doors! haha

oooooo boozeeee
singapore sling and sex on the beach

sex on the beach me likey
strawberry.... errr.... gosh its not coming to me... not bad either!

=)
sober?
still sober? haha

seriously we were!! nice view everywhere...
lalala~
feet shot! adel with the cute white flats.. me and yee with black heels... sookie with green?beige? cant remember la!

the view is really damn nice but very hard to capture!

heading off....
our house again...

hahah

then we went to ou to catch rush hour 3'

banyak the orang!

but we still got decent seats....

funny show...

if u like rush hour 1 and 2 you'll love this too!

those two together can really make me laugh...

movie ended at......... okay i forgot.. it was late la since it was a 11 plus timeslot...

conclusion: even when you're not feeling well... having fun and staying up cures you immediately!! haha.. but i think i passed on something to sookie.. poor girl wasn't feeling well during the movie... and i'm pretty sure this time it wasnt the drinks...

oh yea...

yesterday i watched evan almighty at cathay...

okay..bruce almighty definitely made more sense!!

but if you're up for senseless laughter and a WEAK plot... then be my guest...

it was ridiculous to me... but funny la... hahah

you'll enjoy it if you just want something to relax to...

and i mean...

nothing can beat scary movie (whichever) when it comes to being ridiculous!

song of the moment is love me by yiruma...

i really like all his songs!! so pretty...

but kiss the rain is still my all time fav... should i put it back up again? hehe

okay gotta go~

*hopes to god that her weekend will pass by as SLOW as possible*

*wondering why is she refering to herself as a third person*

2007-08-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so the lazy....

so sick of reports.... why every single week also got report to hand in la....

but actually this week not bad already since the experiments were easy...

still.... so sick of it....

i'm kinda lost in lectures...

our lecturers keep reminding us to study...

hahaha

dr nayak was saying....

'your mini test will be between week(i forgot) and week(i really forgot)...'

'what is the purpose of telling you all this?'

'you need not study?'

(note: err... his england is very the special one.. so he is asking us if we will study a not la)

'you will only study when you know there is a test?'

someone answers 'yes'

'thats nice...'

he is very the pro in sarcasm...

today when we were passed the attendance sheet to sign....

something was attached along with it...

well... if you INSIST on seeing our very the nice ART WORKS... we shall comply....

sorry so blur.. its just some smiley faces.. a pig... a flower... and a dunno what... oh and colourful borders courtesy of chien....
busy taking down notes??

no lah... just beautifying the 'special page'....

chien: teacher ask us to draw 1 ah?

me and sk: yea (nods head convincingly)

then she got overboard with the colours... since 'teacher ask 1'

but when i first got the page i knew there was a reason behind 1 la...

as i said he very the pro in sarcasm....

so the reasons are....

our signatures are seriously too BEAUTIFUL

not only do they contain artistic flair which we sadly cannot express now... our signatures are EVER changing....

if you look closely.. you'll notice that everybody's signatures kinda morphs into something else... (mine was because i got LAzY)

he's lucky he didnt see our physics attendance sheet... there were hearts! hahahhaha

shall i present the end product????

TADAH!!!

yea.. some people drew some potraits... and i saw one about hearts...

it was something like this...
*picture of heart (the scientific kind)* = heart
*heart shape* = heart
please have some heart!
hahahha...

so what did i learn in lecture today???

nothing!!!
i probably only absorbed 0.00000000000001% of whatever he taught(dont ask me what.. i have no idea)
that minute percent being the oesophageal phase... since someone wrote in that page that 'OeSophagEal PhaSe RoXxxxxxx'
dont ask me who... i dont know that person... Haha!

okay i need to go finish up my work....
eek.. bro just called and told me he got extra movie ticket for tonite....
should i go???
oh who am i kidding... i know i'll end up going anyway....
ahhaha

okay buhbyeee!!!

2007-08-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

i feel a bit guilty seeing 'cheer up' messages and sms and what nots... hehe

i'm really fine y'all =)

yeap.. so i was supposed to blog yesterday but came back a little too late.. so here...

last saturday we had a farewell party....

as you can see... i'm too lazy to upload pics! haha

today has been busy busy busy... i haven't done any work! is there any important ones?

mum doesnt care when i complain that i'm tired... she says its because i'm always going out...

pleaseee... i don't go out that often!

its not like theres anybody around enough to notice if i'm at home or not.... :S

okay i'm off! ta~

2007-08-10T13:58:00.001+08:00

i'm not feeling well but i wanna go out later!!!!
i waaaannaaaaaaaa........
body, work with me!

i seriously dunno what to answer when people ask if im okay...
because i myself dunno what the hell is wrong with me...
i mean.. i don't have any issues... i've come to terms with stuff and im accepting it as it goes..
but....
why do i feel so tired all the time?!
i think i happen to look like shit too...
then that day my dai yi ma have to come (i'm not gonna explain if you don't understand) and made it worse...

and today....
eh.. somebody talk bad about me issit?
i was sneezing like nobody's business ever since i woke up...
when driving to the station i nearly got into an accident a few times... since the gaps between each sneeze was like what? 3 seconds?
got into the bus also so malu.. cuz people look at you when you keep sneezing 1.. sigh...

every lecture i will be struggling to keep my eyes open...
and my sleeping time has REALLY been normal la... no joke...
i think this might get dangerous...

drained me = inattentive me = unresponsive me = quiet me= super spaced out/ blur me

i've been doing ridiculous things like falling down all of a sudden.. on a smooth surface.. and accidentally bumping my head into a wall....
=.=

cannot tahan already la...

by the way... those who showed concern... i really do appreciate it even though i don't show it...
i'm just so.... tireddddddd

okay good nite!

-will be back with a proper update later-

2007-08-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

okay.. i'll quickly blog quickly before i run off and do my stuff...

today is a sad sad day for me....

i've been trying not to think about it since saturday... since i know i will get too emotional again..

one of my bestest bestest friend have officially left to U.S

T^T

i really don't know how to say this anymore...

but i will definitely miss her SO SO MUCH

yee gin...
we met in form 4... but i remembered that we weren't that close at 1st.. jing xin was the one who got close to you 1st... then at the end of form 4.. we got REALLY close... and i'm thankful that we've managed to stay close all these years... even after starting college.. when people go separate ways... we still manage to meet up a couple of times a month... i've grown so use to seeing you.. talking to you.. complaining to you.. having fun with you with the others... it's gonna be so weird not having you with us now...

the places we've been to... the things we did... the food we ate.. the experience we had..
i don't think i can go anywhere without remembering what we did...

its just not the same without you....

even if most of the time its you me addy and sookie that are really FREE to go out.. we still kept up the foodies spirit no?

i'll miss you so much la...

really...

looking at the pics we took at the farewell party... i realised that we took very little.. i think i took the least with you le... regret it now... T-T

you're strong and you will definitely make it!!

i'm so proud of u!

u didnt cry when i chatted with u yesterday til late night...

u didnt cry when i called u this morning b4 your flight...

i will promise to cheer up okay? so you must live well there..

we're not there for you... but we are within reach....

okay i should stop... people should noe that once i start its quite hard to stop (sorry to foodies abt saturday!)

sigh.. anyway..

i would like to say sorry to my friends...

if i have been weird lately...

if i haven't been that energetic...

i can't really explain why either...

theres just ...

urgh.. nevermind...

anyway.. hopefully everything is settled...

i feel better now...

just really missing long kor already!

sorry jac cause i can't help u with your layout.. next time i help u k? u just save the layout 1st...

sorry addy.. i really wanna watch disturbia with u.. we try another day? i really dun think i can make it...

sorry sookie that i've been so 'fan' lately...

sorry people!

2007-08-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

relax people... i just planned to close my blog for a while...
wanted 2 do something... but too busy to bother anymore...
so yea its up again..
now u guys don't have 2 ask me for an invite... the only invited one was ME la -.-
at least i now know some people do check it regularly! haha
don't really feel like blogging anymore...

life is chaotic, tiring, complicating, confusing, troubling

i feel like puking and fainting rite now... i hate these kinda days...

i've been feeling really really tired for no reason nowadays... and i seem to be in a kind of daze....

sunday,
i wanted to print something without plugging in the printer cable...
i asked my mum why didnt we go to the bank AFTER we went to the bank
monday,
i broke something
i forgot that we took sejarah for spm
today,
i left my wallet at home and had to go back and take it
i tripped over nothing on the way to class (one minute i was walking the next minute my knees were kissing the floor... no matter... im used to scars on my knees anyway)

etc etc....
dunno whats wrong with me...
i also think i'm getting insomnia... so hard to sleep lately....

anyway......
dun care la....

whattodowhattodowhattodo
howhowhowhowhowhowhow
whichwhichwhichwhichwhich
taktautaktautaktautaktautaktau

GAHHHH!!!!

i dunno what to do anymore la!!! why so mafan 1!!!!

and...

im FINE

2007-08-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

its friday!!! yay! but my weekends always zooms by too quickly for me! T.T
this is a post long overdue....
the week before last, 5 foodies went to 'mata atas malaysia' on friday after planning to do so since.... starting of the year... haha
as usual... somebody was mia ( no heart to talk about that 1 already la... sigh)

kami sampai kat situ dengan selamatnya...
tetapi pergi duduk kat roda itu pada waktu malam macam ada lebih 'feel'

jadi kami pun berseronok dulu....
dan berjalan-jalan....
masih berjalan....
dan ketawa banyak-banyak...

seperti biasa, kami ber-buat banyak perkara yang tidak 'normal'

dan bergambar-gambar....
kenapa mereka dua orang tu tak mau bekerjasama?
kamu tak mau tanya (you dun wanna ask...)
lala-pose mesti ada...
tiada comment...
kami terjumpa suatu 'mini street' yang sangat the comel... ada mini zebra crossing... mini traffic light.... mini tiang....

kenapa dua orang tu masih tidak mau bekerjasama?

mempersembahkan.... RODA ie MATA ATAS MALAYSIA
kami sangat the patriotik....

tetapi diketawa oleh orang lain pula ... MALU

haha

roda itu lagi... kaunter ticket....
roda itu LAGI
saya memang suka gambar yang random...
sook koon yang comel
adeline yang cantik
roda itu SEKALI LAGI
chia yee yang hotyeegin yang lawa
macho macho... gadis?
=)
=)
mereka sedang buat scene kat 'full house' tu

kami semua kat kereta roda tu...

okay....

english language switch on! haha

went on bm mode for awhile cause i was reminded about how we played cakap bm atau tolak markah on that day until cowie made us stop... haha

the ride was... okay? we discovered the light switch and went on a camwhore frenzy because we were amazed by the lighting... there wasnt much to see anyway.... and we wanted the ride to last forever.... everytime we got close to the point of origin....

'reach ady arh reach ady arh? dun la...'

'15 dollars... 15 dollars...'

'phew... havent yet....'

conclusion: 3 dollars per round....

then we went subang to eat seafood....

we were starving....

and took some random pics....
i like the butterfly effect la....

we got home really late... and on the way back we saw this....

since i had my camera... take only la... its an overturned van.... people be careful when driving la...

got home around midnight... stone for awhile and fell asleep....

gosh i'm damn tired....

went to ou after classes with 2 darlings... met A LOT of ppl... did like ppl who went to deejay ALL decide to go ou or wat? damn random...

went dinner with 2 dears after that.... talk talk bitch bitch laugh laugh....
( i may refer to them differently but they're all important to me n i heart them very muchie!)
felt better.....

until my world came crashing down once again.....

to whomever it may concern.....

i didn't know i did anything wrong...
i don't understand why you are so bothered.... i never meant any harm.... i have always tried.... but did you ever notice?
its a two way traffic....
nothing can go your way all the time...

i'm sorry if you were THAT disturbed...

i'm sure you just duwanna see my fucking face...

to freaking bitches and jackasses of the world, please go fuck yourself and leave me alone alright?

to the rest of the civilised world i know of... i'm glad that there ARE decent people around...
i hate being this way... stop making it hurt....

'when you're gone' is the song of the moment... darlings and i kept playing it today... cause it relates to us right now....

i really wish that time doesn't pass by too quickly...

but before i know it... the time will arrive....

i know i should grow up... but why can't i let you go?

2007-07-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

damn sunday is almost gone! why oh why is there never enough time?!

don't even know what i did this weekend... definitely nothing productive....

i guess i should blog about what happened last fri since i finally got the pics...

but......

LAZY la....

no time to upload pics.... maybe tomorrow or..... dunno when....

on the recent friday however, i met up with my dears and we hung out for a while before heading to curve for dinner... since we haven't made up our mind about where to go.. we got a bit.. distracted....

somebody smack me when you see me spending money pleaseeeee

gosh i love BRANDS now... its so shiny and organised and clean and bright....

it makes me spend money

yes, not my shopaholic-ness.... just the environment! =)

then we couldn't decide what to eat.. so walk around aimlessly... then suddenly went in marche and makan there... haha
we had... mushroom soup (which me LOVES n will always order), rosti, pasta and pizza...

i'm still pissed at the roasted chicken though... waited so long and you tell me no more?! hmmph

but thinking of that dinner made me full already...

saturday was daddy's birthday! so we went makan at some restaurant...

got crab le.. but then not so satisfying 1....

hmmm... lately i've been eating crab quite often i think... ohh and daddy just bought some home.. lol

baskin robbin's cake... jamaicoa chocolate bla? jamaican bla? dunno whats it called but the best cake i tried so far from BR since most of the time it ends up too sweet for my liking... me likey this! uncle really knows my dad well.... its durian mousse.. haha
lalala~
since all the pics i took that day was deemed fugly so thats all!

after that, we went for midnight movie...
parents watched diehard 4 while us 4 watched the simpsons! (i quote my parents: 'the cartoon where got nice 1?')
Simpsons was freaking funny la.. the director really pokes fun at everything...
but it felt really short la... i think 1 hour plus almost 2 hours? felt that way...
so maybe some people would think it was a waste of money if you don't appreciate the humour...
but really damn funny! haha

ohhh... today we had another dinner with some family friends and we ate

this......

geoduck!

for those who dunno... its some kind of seafood la okay... i think its from the clam family...

while searching for the pic i found some pics that looked totally WRONG since the guy was holding it... somewhere....

HAHAHA

so yea.. that was the most interesting dish today...

lazy already la... buhbye
tomorrow got uni............
SIGHHHHH

incoheRANT

2007-07-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

闭嘴！不要想！为何要折磨自己？
早就知道会这样了．．．
我讨厌你，讨厌把我弄成这样的你。
讨厌要演的这场戏！
假虚。。。
我的无奈谁能明白呢？

shibal! shibseki!

konoyarou...
honto kirai!
dai kirai!!
ichiban kirai!!!

kuso...
'you gotta shut the hell up... and stop THINKING about it!'
'i'm not going to let it ruin me... because no one will catch me when i fall...'
'do you secretly like inflicting pain on yourself?'
'i suspect i do'
'are you happy now?'

2007-07-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

i officially hate tuesdays... why oh why have to end at 5? so late laaaaa....
i walked home from the station today =)
it didnt rain =)
there wasn't much sun (it was too late...) =)
i met 2 cute guys =)

just kidding!
i've never met any cute guys just by walking around... so what are the odds of meeting any now?
but i did saw 2 boys... maybe they'll turn out to be cute guys in the near future... HAHA

the number of wild dogs are increasing =)

oops... wrong emoticon
=) =(

there weren't any weirdo guys that make weird sounds when you walk past them =)
i really have a problem with those... i don't get why they must make some sort of sound when a girl walks past... never see a girl before is it?! and those that say 'hi/hello' are worst! the only thing you're gonna get from me is the 'WEIRDO' look
i mean if you're cute and you say hi i can forgive you la...
no wait...
whatever it is.. don't simply say 'hi' to a girl on the street while giving this super miang face and LAUGH when the girl looks at you like you have a problem...

i didn't get robbed or killed or raped or anything else =)
although this motorcyclist which i saw for the 2nd time (how do i know? i can recognise that fugly redbluewhite striped shirt anywhere!) passed by me REALLY closely....
but nothing happened la... i mean... it'll be seriously stupid for him to want to rob me.. unless you want my notes la... i have plenty of them today (stupid tuesday so many lectures!) and what else would you get from me? i'm poor! xD

mummy daddy arh... when can you fix the car?
nevermind! i must prove to people that i'm not a pampered child... walk only ma! easy peasy!

but seriously... i hope the car gets fixed =X

found this on mun's blog...

Your Birthdate: November 14

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 3

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

i think cannot believe one la...

sure i actually care for people but they most likely can't see it...

but move in after a few dates??

girlfriends please smack me senseless if i ever do that!

number of true loves 6?!!!??!!!

wtf? true love means TRUE love wat... how to find so many???

gila babi

i think i 1 also cannot find la wei... =X

number of heartbreaks 3?!!?

eh don't be so cruel please....

i don't think i can go through so much pain... =.=

even my birthdate also proves that my lovelife will be miserable....

2007-07-23T20:35:00.000+08:00

i finally finished watching one series! yeap the near impossible has happened...
i have a problem when it comes to completing a series...
i always end up distracted or bored or lazy... and i'll just go on starting another series... without completing my previous 1... haha....
so nobuta wo produce is done! yay!
maybe its because this drama doesn't focus on love but instead on friendship! very cute!
and the 3 friends are so different its interesting to see them interact....
yamapi no baka! lol... japanese drama has really weird characters its funny....
sigh... now the ending ost is stuck in my head.... a very cute song 'amigo' = friend
i just feel happy when i listen to it....

(see i'm so nice i'm letting you choose if u wanna listen to it... press play!)
lalala~ i likey the chorus~
next up: nodame cantabile!
this one always makes me laugh a lot! it doesnt make sense half of the time!

yes! finally a super short entry!
cowie if you're reading this... i'm waiting for your pics dear.... ^^

2007-07-21T13:23:00.000+08:00

fine i'll blog a little then...

why must everything be so goddamn complicated..
its so annoying really....

once something starts going wrong it seems that everything else falls apart as well....
i think its a chain reaction of somesort... the layers of concrete just crumbles one by one...
i'm really not up to handling all these problems right now...

problems shoo shoo go away....

i don't know if its me or what but i really feel that sometimes things only get worse and not the other way around....

so annoying!!
i'm not in the mood to think and analyse stuff la....
so tiring!
is it that hard to wish for things to go my way once in a while?
i'm not perfect and i will never ever be!
deal with it!

oh whatever la...
cannot do anything about it also....
life just sucks sometimes...
i'll suck it up and deal with it in my own way....

i still love my friends who have been absolute darlings to me! xD
mwah mwah to you guys!

2007-07-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

something happened yesterday that hurt/disturbed me....
still wondering if i should blog about it....
there are just some stuff that i honestly don't GET...
what a girl needs now is some loving~
ah, i shan't emo...

look what i found in my sink that day...
2 sesat-ed cicaks!
i've always been able to find house lizards in my sink... and this happens almost everyday...
does anybody else have this problem or does my house just have extremely idiotic lizards?
why do they like going into the sink if they know they're gonna get stuck?
theres nothing attractive about my sink also.....

usually i'll just ignore them, but finding 2 of them made me a little scared... 1 jumping lizard i can handle... but 2?! hmmm....

reading adeline's blog reminded me of this pic i took during our trip.... we were waiting to go to the jetty, so we killed time at some coffeeshop... the place there like some mini kampung... but their chickens are seriously malnourished...

we actually had a conversation about whether they are crows or chickens... (it was really early and we barely had any sleep)... i told them it was too small to be chickens and too big to be crows =)

with fun comes suffering...
the 4 foodies have been feeling like snakes these days... skin peeling is gross and uncomfortable...

first stage of skin cancer (u can't see it but there's like blotches of stuff)
second stage of skin cancer

this is so not fun....
i have to resist the urge to scratch everytime and fail...
suntan dahlah not even... now even skin peeling also not even....
i dread thinking of how my skin will turn out.....

yes i happen to be concerned about how my skin looks... wouldn't you be too if it looks like something that came out of a freakshow? but i guess i cant do anything about it...

perhentian....

2007-07-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

warning 1: massive load of pics... but i made them small!

warning 2: i am not responsible for anyone's death.. if u have weak eyes and a weak stomache.. please refrain from looking at the pictures... or rather.. my pictures... HAHA

finally got to blogging about the trip... was lazy to bother just thinking about the pictures.. anyway.. here goes...

monday:

after super last minute shopping.. came back and speed packed and showered and left to yeegin's house... her dad drove us to mcd's .... waited.. got tickets.. waited... went to the station.. waited... the bus was half an hour late!! and it was so hot!!!! the bus ride was HORRIBLE... and it was 7 hours mind you... 7 FREAKING HOURS... didn't sleep a wink.... sook koon and yee gin had terrible seats since it was the last row and couldnt recline.. so we changed seats at the stop... and i nearly freeze to death.... reached a stop at 5 am... got down... realised wrong stop =.= took a cab to correct stop.... waited...waited... left jetty at 8... reached the place at 830... speedboat ride was bumpy as the waves were BIG....

we were starving so we atehappy to have arrived!
me exhausted as hell....random pic i found funny...
another one... (adeline so fierce! lol)
random again...
i was hiding from u, evil camera!
one word: HAHAHHAHA

adeline. me. sook koon. yee gin random
threesome? loner!
tired me + strong sun

my once fair legs (omfg now super bad shape)
trying to look 'man' but look feminine instead
i like this pic of them...
i don't like this pic... and they know it!!!
me hearts yeegin
dunno what were we doing..

we went kayaking for a while (i think thats when we got really bad sunburnt?) the sea was so clear... me loves! the sun was so strong... and we ~~were too lazy~~'ter-forgot' to put sunblock... after kayaking until our arms were sore.. we laid down on the lounge chairs...

can u see the beginnings of our sunburn?
me: eh y i no neck 1? happy addy.....

god the lounge chairs were so nice to sleep in........ and the breeze was so cool...... so nice~~~

speaking of lounge chairs....

i think the mat salleh there must think asian chicks are weak or something... the 1st time we tried pulling a couple of lounge chairs to our desired place... 3 of us were struggling with just one chair.. and a lady saw us... so she came over... and pulled it by herself O.o

then the next day.. there were lotsa people and we wanted to sit together... and then we were gonna move a chair already... and we were struggling again.. and a man came over and asked 'do you want it far?' or something like that... then we spotted 2 chairs and i said 'its okay nevermind' THEN.. we wanted to join the 2 chairs so that we 3 can share them... and we tried to pull them close.... and then another guy came over and pushed them near.... but then adeline spotted a open chair and went over.... AFTER THAT.. i realised that my spot (which the guy helped me get into) was getting a lot of sun... but i was too shy to move it anymore... later he think i'm ungrateful how? or worse yet.. what if he helps again? or another mat salleh helps again?

sigh... so embarassing...

but thanks to the 3 mat sallehs!!

the wind kept blowing...

i like this pic of them... (the sea very clear hor?) i like this pic of adel
i like this pic of ygin

-night time-

lobster legs

i bunked with adeline.. while the other 2 bunked together... it was easy to get high together.... i still wonder why i laughed so much....

everytime we hear the 'pig song' we do this!!! the pig song is super cute ok!!

i took this pic cause addy looked like a ghost! haha

we kept scaring yeegin on the first night since she was really afraid of ghost.. hahaha

i 4got which night was it that we played cards which the cips (brought by the very pro person) but then at end the very 'pro person' got beaten by a bunch of girls who simply played hahahha... he got such a shock because we just played however we liked and yet he lost... TWICE... ( we lent him money and he won back a little but lost again... HAHA)

i had so many colourful chips.... hehe...

we had a thing about the chips too.... none of the girls wanted the brown chips.... so we always betted with brown chips and tried to get rid of them.. and we got frustrated when we won back brown chips... the guy decided to be the brown chips collector...

u can't see it clearly but that was the HUGE spider that was haunting me on the 2nd night... as in... directly on top of me!!!! i was so afraid to sleeepp.....

i swear there was this animal thing going on... i saw a huge ass lizard in the toilet... and a moth... and we all tried to stop a grasshopper from going in the room....

the next day we headed over to long beach...

waiting for the 'taxi'

he's hiding from the camera? i'm stoning?

the 'taxi' drivers there got 6 pecs ok!

waiting...
the view
lobster legs again...

reached there... realised the beach really very long.... but the sun also very HOT!

it was impossible to stand on anywhere without a shade...

we sat on the banana boat...

i think the boat driver was trying to kill us...barely 5 minutes passed before all 5 of us got thrown off the boat because he was really fast and turned really sharp... adeline nearly drowned since there was something weird with her life jacket....

the next round all of us VERY NEARLY (feets off the boat) got thrown off but addy really got thrown off....

after that we got thrown off once again and we were so tired ( getting up the boat was the worst!)

so we told the driver to go slowly

' bang sangat kacak la'

' bang, jangan pandu cepat boleh tak? nanti mati tau?'

' perlahan-lahan sahaja!'

he was smiling at us and everytime he speed up we just kept shouting at him to slow down.. and we reached safely...

but it was really fun!!!! xD

random
haha
dunno how many times we applied sunblock... so sick of looking at sunblock already...
random again...this girl had a stalker!

long kor this pic is so not 'pro' ok?

under the umbrella which cost 10 bucks to rent...

you can stand under my umb eh e-oh eh eh ella

ignore my ass..... focus on the clear sea and smooth white sand....
long kor so light i also can carry la!
dunno what were we doing...
haha
love love

after we got back....
HUNGRRRYYY

i find this so funny!! she looked so pitiful waiting to use the bathroom

randomness!

forgot what we did

forgot what we did

-the last night-

our skin~ (don't be fooled by sook koon... she's still a lot fairer than me!!)
random
' i duwan to wear tube la... can wear it like this?'

since it was the last night.. we splurged on bbq... but i think it wasn't that expensive la...

lobster alert!

sookie tookie
brother dragon
guarantee nice to eat
crackity crack

next morning woke up at 630...

i was DYING... can you see???

got on the 9 am bus....

adeline puked on the bus.... TWICE.... and another time at sook koon's house...
i dunno why i find that funny as well....
we were plotting to use the sweet bag next if she was going for thirds...
thank god you didn't die or you'd had to give me kristen....
hahahah

reached home at 7 plus in the evening....
couldn't sleep....
went online....
big mistake.... read from classmate's blog that results were out =.=
sms-ed sook koon to share my sorrow....
then forgot about checking my results until the next day! hahah
went and check when she told me she checked long ago... hehe
i'm still studying pharmacy.. or was it biomedical science?? oh whatever la...

dear pao darling, now known as pautimah,
i would like to applaud you for being so strong even though you were having.....
sore throat, flu, headache, the dreaded visit, nausea... and dunno what that made you puke so much...
don't worry.. you're still very macho to me!
heart you!
eggie, now known as eggiti
p.s: i refuse to believe you were the reason i got sick after! don't be silly!

omfg! i'm finally done!!! this took me ages!!! blogger is such a bitch when it comes to uploading massive amount of pics! i nearly died waiting!!!

i'm finally done...
i can now r.i.p

2007-07-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

home sweet home!!!
i'm finally back.... and I'M SO DAMN TIRED
my body aches all over... i'm not sure which part hurts the most anymore....

chronology:
saturday: -pao told long kor her exams will be postponed.
-long kor asked us about the trip.
sunday: -confirmation
monday: -EXTREMELY last minute shopping and packing
-left for perhentian.

thurday ie today: -died

we were all half dead when we got off the bus....
but i think pao is feeling a lot worst... she had a lot of things going on it was almost funny...
hope you get well soon darling!

long kor aren't you glad we finally made it happen? haha

i'm off to sleep and never wake up....

good night all.....

i hate being a lobster...
next time you see me, please don't mistake me for a malay...

2007-07-08T02:28:00.000+08:00

haha!
i changed my layout again!

SOME people said the old one VERY blue wor...
so okay la.. now change to this one...
maybe this time i will get
'very pink la'

talking about pink...
i don't understand why is it that when you're searching for nice layouts... there are always so many PINK ones!!! like REALLY pink!
as in... 100000x worse than the one i have now...

colour is a very big issue... that's why its so hard for me to find a decent layout! i'm never satisfied...

i think i secretly like torturing myself... because everytime i change a layout... i choose something i don't completely like (because thats just IMPOSSIBLE)
and i spend my time changing it...
this time the 'entries' space was too small for my liking again! so yea.. editted and resized and stuff...
and the cursor was a pink fluffy thingy...
yea i know its supposed to go with the pink theme and all but.. why so many things also pink 1...
i think the butterfly 1 i choose nicer hor... can change colour 1!
hahahahhaha
i have no idea what am i high on...
i bet i'm scaring all the guys away from my blog.....
hahahahhaha
don't care la..
i don't think there are many?
maybe i'll change it again?
okayla... I WANNA KNOW IF ITS NICE A NOT.... PLS DO TELL ME!!!!

conversations between 2 sisters...

2007-07-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

i was happily chatting on msn when suddenly...... i received an instant message from none other than..... (grey are my thoughts)

leekeng says:
ting
leekeng says:
when u all went king's crab?
٭тίηg٭ says:
y u read my blog!!! =.= (i dont like it when she reads!)
leekeng says:
when whe?
٭тίηg٭ says:
dont read my blog!!!! (seriously.. its like an invasion of privacy!)
leekeng says:
when la? (so pat 1 my sis)
٭тίηg٭ says:
i tell u u dont read my blog ok!!!? (okay i can get a tad BIT paranoid)
leekeng says:
okok..
leekeng says:
when?
٭тίηg٭ says:
u surely lying 1 la (i know her WELL)
٭тίηg٭ says:
i told u not to read foodfam but u still read (told her be4 duno how many times nvr listen)
leekeng says:
blog is for ppl to read 1 (who teach u ajaran sesat? no! blog is for ppl to express their thoughts la!!)
٭тίηg٭ says:
when u go ur frens dunno wat thing n sepang la!
leekeng says:
u went out for lunch?
٭тίηg٭ says:
5 of us lo
leekeng says:
lunch?
leekeng says:
y suddenly go out for lunch?
٭тίηg٭ says:
belanja awan 4 her bday lo
٭тίηg٭ says:
yes lunch
٭тίηg٭ says:
now dont read my blog anymore! ( i am very protective of my blog and my privacy!)
leekeng says:
okok.. (liar!)
leekeng says:
icic
٭тίηg٭ says:
dont lie!!!
leekeng says:
i told ud y.. blog is for ppl to read (see!! she's always lying to me!)
٭тίηg٭ says:
i duwan silent readers like u so scary (yes i DO NOT like silent readers *glares around* i know got alot of lazy ppl around)
٭тίηg٭ says:
later one day i found out daddy n mummy also read
٭тίηg٭ says:
I DIE LO

that said.. mummy and daddy.. i hope the day you 2 stumble upon my blog NEVER comes...
later i complain and write stuff about you also cannot...
like how i like to complain about my sister...
1. my sister is a liar!! (as seen above)
2. my sister is very pat!! (as seen above AND she just read my sms when she borrowed my phone and asked me 'how? she going to seremban?' OI u so geng la.. i snatch so fast also u can read!)
3. my sister is very mo liu/wu liao/ have nothing better to do ( supported by the conversation above and facts 1,2,3 and 4 AND she disturbs me when/BECAUSE she is bored)
4. my sister is very the lazy!! (explain later)
5. my sister got too many faults for me to complain about! (im 100% serious about this 1)

just to clarify things.. no.. my sister is not overseas or anything...
the conversation above happened between 2 sisters who happened to live under the same roof, online-ing and appearing away on msn at the same time!

yes.. sometimes she sends me a msg online just because she is TOO lazy to walk to my room (where i am) from her room (where she is) to talk to me...
yes sometimes i get messages like
'ting go and study' during my exam period... and also
'ting stop stealing my bandwidth' when we're both downloading stuff....

so you see... SISTER!!YOU SHOULD NOT READ MY BLOG because where should i turn to if i want to complain about you huh? huh?

okayla... facts 1,2,3,4 was written just to annoy my sister...
WEI IF U READ MY BLOG ANYMORE I WILL COMPLAIN ABOUT STUFF THAT ARE WORSE!

i love you sis!!

lets see if anybody wants to read this..

2007-07-03T14:08:00.000+08:00

hmm i havent been updating much huh?? but i bet nobody noticed! hehe
really lazy laaa....
dunno why also... not like i have many things to do...
but everybody blogged about transformers already.. so i figured i should too... kinda late but watever la...

so last friday.. went to cathay to catch transformers...
i like cathay's popcorn! its sweeter than gsc's... but kinda wasted a lot bcause somebody ate so lil!
anyway back to the movie....
i loved it!!
it was witty.. it was hilarious (what ya expect from shia labeouf?)... it was exciting... it was a nice movie la!
and the fight scenes between the bots was niceee =)
guys would definitely like it! (unless u have like some phobia towards robots or something)
most of the robots looked different than the original... i think optimus prime was the closest... but even his truck was different... but i still likey cause so SHINYYY
lol that rhymed...
the last 30 minutes was sheer ganzhioung-ness... what can i say? i like to see them fighting...
bumblebee is cute and funny! my fav!!
optimus prime is damn yeng... so macho... LOL
jazz so poor thing...

so yea when the movie ended everybody clapped and all... and like 'good movie.. bla bla'
my bro's friend even wore a shirt with the transformer logo on it.. so semangat...
reached home at 2 am...
the next few days i keep seeing msn personal messages that says 'transformers was awesome' 'transformers-the best movie' etc etc... so i guess a lot of ppl loved it huh...

my brother thinks there MIGHT be a sequel because they showed that starscream didnt die... u know.. the aircraft decepticon... so yea.. he ran away... or flew... hahah

the original picpao's editted version... (lol)

saturday... went to rini's dance graduation with the babes...
we got there in time thanks to seeki's very geng speed driving.. ahahha... as usual.. msian function never starts on time... so take some pics la...

i think sook koon will kill me and force me to take this pic down... hehe

michelle wanted to climb a row down to take a better picture so she decided to jump down... but then.... the seats too high la!!! hahahha

so we embarassed ourselves when she sorta screamed and we laughed and everybody looked...

the whole thing was so LOONGGGGG...

and we were so smart since most of us didnt had dinner yet... so we were starving... and getting really restless...

sook koon tried to bite me....

see ki stole my jacket....

sook koon and i started digging through our handbags for sweets (or anything edible)

i saw see ki playing snakes on her nokia...

i saw michelle looking through pics on her camera...

i saw jessy sms-ing someone (this went on for quite awhile)

i saw mane tinz fran chatting...

there was one dance that was really loongg.. and i was sitting next to jessy.. so we started doing the voices for the dance...

' eat this.. this is very delicious' ( hand gestures)

' why dont u want to eat this?' (sad expression)

' i'll put it on the floor then' (bending down and hand gesture)

' i'll feed the birds' (feeding birds gesture)

this was the point when jessy laughed really loudly... and got hushed by see ki...

we're sorry rini!! we paid a lot of attention other times... and we clapped really loudly!

finally there was an interval... and we got to EAT... but first we had to get out.. attempt to find rini.. get shoo-ed by the people... saw rini for like 5 SECS! where she said 'i will see you later ok' (i'm still holding a grudge bitch!)... decided to eat somewhere....

so we decided to hail 2 cabs since one car couldnt possibly fit 8 of us...

and since we were too happy to find one at last.. we didnt notice it wasnt running by meter...

so....

we got conned!!!!! that fucker!!! charge us freaking 10 dollars just to get to somewhere not even 5 minutes away..

and when the others arrived and told us their fare was only 3 dollars!!!!

we could have sat the cab 3 times wei..

stooopid stooopidd....

by that time we were damn hungry our minds wasnt thinking straight.. so we ordered.. and ordered.... and ate.. and ate.. and talked... and talked...

time to pay....

punch punch... punch punch... punch punch... figures keep getting bigger... bigger.. bigger...

total: RM 74.oo dollars

it wouldnt be so shocking it we werent eating in a freaking MAMAK!

more than 9 dollars per person IN A MAMAK

AHHAHAHAH

so we did order an additional roti telur.. roti tisu.. tandoori chicken.. ais kacang..

still.. why so expensive 1 arh... weird....

whatever la..

went back.. it was still going on.. eventhough it was already 11pm.. and see ki had to get back so we decided to leave the balloon and flower to tina and left...

oh yea.. the balloon and flower...

we went there with those... we came out with those.. we walked around looking for a cab with those.. we went to a mamak with those.. we went back to the auditorium with those!!

the flowers were DYING wei...

some miang cops were looking at us when we were in the car... smiling somemore (eek)... and jessy didnt put on her seatbelt somemore =.=

seeki once again demonstrated her speed driving..

i think the fact that this time we didnt have alcohol provoked jessy's highness... i think we can actually all get high together 1 la..

some poor black mercedes with number plate with only number 5 on it:

i'm sorry we overtook you and wind down our window to shout at you...

i bet you didnt notice since it was so dark anyway...

some white kancil..

i'm sorry we screamed when u suddenly slowed down and seeki had to suddenly slow down too...

i'm pretty sure you noticed since we were screaming so freaking loud...

all kancil's and kelisa's

i'm sorry i insulted you when i said you were seeki's 'favourite' and '2nd favourite' cars...

its not my fault she 'likes you guys so much'

i only 'like' you guys so much when i'm looking for parking space...

situation: 'ehhh.. there got a space... *drive there*.... cehh stupid kancil park so inside for wat.. give me false hope only'

kancils and kelisa.. next time park outside a little bit la! save me the trouble to go and check if its a parking space a not ma!

sunday.. went to king crab to eat crab! (sorry i couldnt help typing those last 3 words)

the food was quite good le... or maybe i was just hungry.... (the service was baaddd... they were so unorganized.. maybe we were quite early for lunch...)

they gave lotsa scallops with the lotus dish...

i like their crab meat gravy with the tofu...

their pork rib don't have rib 1... =.= it was only meat...

so my dad asked 'why your pai kuat only meat no pai kuat 1' ahah

the salted egg crab was just nice! meaty and not dry!! xD

i think i ate crab a lot of times this past few months already... (fat fat FAT!)

my parents ordered something weird....

how weird?

pig's fallopian tube weird...

when i heard it i thought it was some intestine cause it sounded like intestine.. then when i ate it only they told me it was fallopian tube...

before anyone goes 'eewwww'

it didnt taste anything like fallopian tube.. (or what i assumed fallopian tubes would taste like since i have never had them before)

it was really chewy...

ok to be 100% honest... to me it was just like eating...

zuk zhi like that ( u noe the buluh looking seafood)

i dunno why... it wasnt bad at all...

my bro's gf commented that my parents are always the one teaching her to eat 'different things'

when my brother was young... he ate turtle soup before.. and he ate snake? or was it snake soup? i dunno... (kinda ironic how now he loves reptiles and has a snake lol)

but it wasnt illegal back then so dont worry...

like last time we went to a restaurant and my dad ordered some goose feet or something.. okay i dont remember was it feet, tongue, or head.. just some body part other than the meat!

i didnt dare touch that at all....

and my dad tried to get me to eat by saying it was a delicacy and how back in the old days the emperor loved eating this dish...

dunno he bullshiting a not...

emperor or not we have very DIFFERENT taste!!!

okayla.. its really long already..

till next time then!!

what i've been up to so far...

2007-06-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

monday
meet up with jacqueline and michelle... we went to centrepoint for dinner at pizza uno... i liked the pasta and lasagna... the pizza was ok but was a bit burnt at the side... chat chat... laugh laugh.. then went back to michelle's place for a while...

wanted to go uptown but i didnt wanna drive there... then we decided to go william's... BUT as we left it was dizzling already... so we kinda didnt know where to go... drove back to michelle's place but she didnt wanna go home yet.. so we just sat in the car and talked...
after a while jac's mum came so jac asked us to hide... LOL... so yea we hid ourselves until she went in mic's hse... it was so funny!!
we got bored at one point and took some pictures...mic's camera was doing this weird effect and there was these fuzzy lines in the pics... and jac kept insisting it was her shirt becuz it 'reflects light' O.o and i was laughing my head off everytime she said stuff like 'i think its my shirt' 'reallyla.. see i told you!' 'cover my shirt then we wont get the line!'and it so happens that the lines were the same colour as jac's top... haha

decided to finally leave when jac's mum called for the second time...
the next day jac told us about how her mum told her there were 'suspicious cars around mic's neighbourhood' HAHA *hopes it was too dark for her to recognise*

tuesday

went shopping with jac and mic... woke up extra early... and started shopping since 10 plus... by 1 something we were getting tired already.. haha... we went to so many shops its hard to even remember... and we couldnt decide on anything right away... then we went for lunch at some cafe... the staff were so annoying! they gave us our bill eventhough we didnt ask for it! its as if they were chasing us away.. but who cares.. after paying we still sat there.... when we left none of the customers were around anymore.. haha... by evening my leg was almost giving way... and on the ride home i wasn't feeling well.... initially we wanted to go watch a movie at ou but decided against it since i was feeling pretty miserable..
me not feeling well + crappiness = NOT GOOD = worse condition aka fever
tuesday night SUCKED!

wednesday
went to ou with michelle to meet up with see ki, tina, francine, sharmane and jessy... was really hyper when we met and hugged (hence the staring from people around us) bought tickets, walked around... watched fantastic four since all of us havent watched it.. ohh except jessy but thats cause she wasnt around when we bought tickets...
tina forgot to hide the food that she bought so she got caught and they disappeared to hide it in fran's bag while me seeki and jessy waited upstairs -.-
advertisement lasted SO LONG....
jessy fell asleep at one point of the movie....
i can tell see ki was bored when she started tickling me and saying stuff like 'y is that person so bossy!'

francine thought the silver surfer dude was hot (her taste has always been kinda weird)... and then seeki started saying that he wasnt a real guy since he didnt actually have a certain part of the male body... my reaction was 'serious?they showed that part?' and then we started talking about how maybe he was 'hiding it' and how 'difficult' it was.... a load of crap i know...

we ate at itallianies... took us forever to decide since we kept getting distracted by talking... then fran, tinz n mane went and look at shoes and they came back telling us how the shopkeeper was telling fran that the shoe is made out of pigskin as if francine was going to commit the biggest crime in the world by trying on that shoe... LOL... her reaction was 'SO?' and then she realised she was rude and told the guy that she's not a muslim... hahaha

ate ate... interrogate interrogate... laugh laugh... talk talk... lame lame (contributed by the fact that francine was 'spending too much time with tbs ppl' and jessy usually 'only talks to the librarian and the starbucks person (or so she claims)' )

random incident...
we were just talking and making a lot of noise and just out of nowhere one of the waiter puts a cake on our table and asks us whos birthday was it...
jessy: is this (the cake) complimentary?
waiter: yes
jessy: then its my birthday
and then the waiters starting gathering around our table!! i was laughing really hard at that time because it was so random!! and then the birthday girl was pushed to seeki and then seeki pushed it to sharmane since her bday was the most recent...
so yea...
poor mane!!! hahahah!!
but seriously... we didnt ask for the cake... and mane's birthday was like... weeks ago... haha
so then they asked the 'birthday girl' to make a speech...
sharmane: (holds the bottle) today is my birthday.
HAHAHHA kudos to u la mane!!

so we sang 'happy birthday' and then the waiters sang their own version.. and then mane had to blow the cake using a straw from quite a distance... and she said she was 'SO gonna get us for this'
then the waiters shook hands with the 'birthday girl' and wished her.. so we pandai pandai also did the same thing...
hahahhaha the whole thing was damn funny la...
so we were sharing the cake and then we looked to the table beside us and realised that they were opening presents.....

hmmm....
unknown cake for a person's birthday... presents= person's birtday....
'eh.. i think the cake is for that table la!'
hahaha
but we told them already... not our fault!
its none of our birthday... but if u want us to have it we dont mind...
jessy and the free cake...
me and tina!
jessy ng!! good to finally see ya!
me with 2 chinese who dont look like chinese... hahah
for some unknown reason our pic together always end up weird n ugly!

anyway.. we left a 5 dollars tip for the cake!! so nice right?!

today i stayed at home like a good girl because i figured i would so get murdered if i went out again since i went out on last thurs.... and fri... and this mon...tue.. and wed....

okay i'm really lazy to continue anymore...

toodles!

ignore this..

2007-06-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

i desperately need an outlet...

i hate arguements...
thats why i avoid being totally honest towards certain people...
i admit i'm a fool...
my brain has no filter whatsoever to my mouth...
i'm just tired... physically and emotionally...
fuck.. my eyes are gonna be the size of lemons tomorrow...
words have too much power...

great.. now i'm having a fever as well..
god just fucking loves me...

are we over? i hope not...
i'm sorry i can't help being an idiot...

--
great! just great! i live with a nurse, a very soon to be doctor and a perhaps soon to be pharmacists and i dont even have panadol at home!
i'll just have to rely on my antibodies huh.. not the 1st time...
its not like anybody cares if anything happens anyway..

2007-06-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

im bored!!!!

well.. actually i'm not...

its just that i woke up at 430am and now i'm just feeling... strange...
and no there was no reason at all to wake up that early... when has my sleeping hours ever made sense?
i'm having trouble keeping still at the moment...
fine.. i'll just blog for a bit...
its day 4 of my freedom! havent been doing much lately...

went for steamboat with foodfamily(minus 1) on thursday... fishy was sick... hmm.. too bad.. wanted to see her and have a full attendance!
not much pics since it wasnt really the best place to take pictures...
for the less adventurous.. herbal and tomyam soup base...
ma la (spicy hot?) and soya bean soup base....
just in case you were wondering... the soya bean soup didnt taste anything like soya bean drink... we were expecting it to be sweet... but now that i think about it.. soya bean is sweet because we add sugar right? haha.. the soup tasted kinda like diluted soup? not sweet but salty!

this is what happens when you worked as a waitress in Bakerzin during the holidays.. you act like a waitress even when you're off-duty.....
we were laughing when we saw her holding that looking for a space on the table.. haha!
the steam made the pic freakkyyy...

we were wondering how come we weren't as high as usual.. but then after we were done eating and were just talking our hyperness came back and we were making a lot of noise as usual!!
cowie.. you were damn cute with the mee la...
she wanted to eat the mee because it looked very 'cute'... but somehow her mee's soup disappeared and eventhough she kept eating the mee's amount didnt decrease! at the end she gave up! hahaha

foodies came to a conclusion that we can NEVER hold a proper discussion because we're too easily distracted... everytime we try and discuss something we'll somehow stray way off topic... wonder why..

pao and i embarassed ourselves in front of another shop... when we passed by i noticed the shop was super scary cause there were lots of people but there was NO NOISE!! so i called pao who was in front of me and somehow the front of my head collided with the back of her head in a bizarre fashion... which made us laugh like mad... right in front of the scary restaurant!! gawd..malu-fying!!!

went shopping with vege on friday because our shopaholic-ness was driving us crazy.... BUT
it wasnt that satisfying la!!! supposed to be some mega carnival sale now right? but why so little stuff!
to be exact... why so little NICE stuff??? urggh.. some shops were so boring and a waste of time...
but of course we still bought stuff la! (as if anything can stop us!) went home with 4 tops....
halfway through shopping my leg sorta started aching? but then i could still walk and it wasnt excruciating... it was like a nagging pain.. so ignored it and continue walking la...
mana tau.. come home like worse already... it was quite THE pain at night le...

was online until i felt really dizzy so went to bed earlier than normal...
saturday was supposed to meet up with sharmane, tina, francine, rini along with michelle but then no transport and leg still damn weird la.. sorry dears!!
was in bed until evening when i felt less crippled.... then went and cut my hair cause i really cannot tahan!!

common conversation i have....
' arrghh! i wanna cut my hair la'
' why? whats wrong with it?'
' its LONG!'
' O.o not like it has ever been short before!'
and remember how i said i always feel like cutting my hair but i will always HATE it when i cut... well yeah... its no different this time!

my fringe is retarded...
no wait maybe its my hair thats retarded....
on second thought.. maybe its just ME thats retarded...

my mum is pms-ing... i'm 100% convinced that she has a PROBLEM with me being free when shes not!! we dont help out around la.. bla bla bla la... waste time la... bla bla... *rolls eyes*
and this causes a bit of a problem... its like a chain reaction you see...

pms-ing mum = irritated me = extremely pissed off me whenever someone says something annoying = pms-ing me

ahh... the bond between mother and child is a strong one...

i have this extreme urge to KICK someone right now..... preferably MALE...
i'm not sexist but if you're living my life you'll spend half of it wishing to smack someone whos male...

WHY CANT SOME PEOPLE LEAVE ME IN PEACE!!!!

oh yea.. just cause i feel like ranting and my brother is not at home....

you know what?? toy planes are the most idiotic thing EVER invented! umm.. i think its toy planes? u know those kind of models that u spend lots of money on by buying specific models eventhough they all kinda look the same anyway and you try convincing your sister that its different by saying that it has different stripes or missiles or watever and you spend your time painting and putting them together only to leave them around to annoy your sister by placing them on the shelves as somesort of decoration but all they do is FALL down at the SLIGHTEST touch!! and i MEAN the slightest touch ever!!! and their stupid missiles drop and they just wont STAY PUT no matter what you do! and your sister just end up getting royally pissed off and thinking murderous thoughts and when you're not around she has nothing to vent her anger on so her keyboard is currently being serverely abused by the force she is applying when typing!!!

*takes a deep breath*

now tell me... why would someone do that? huh?? huh? HUH?
just in case you're slow.. said idiot= my brother..

oh and no.. hes not the one i feel like kicking right now...

and i obviously have no anger management problem! i'm expressing it in a very healthy way!

2007-06-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

new layout!!
i loved my previous one cause it was so cute but it was small!!
so heres a new one!! SO BLUE!!!! hahah
took me damn long to finish this..
changing layout can be an absolute nightmare!
the layout was too small.. and the entries box was REALLY TINY... even smaller than my old layout's space for entries!
so i had to resize.. and obviously i had to change the html codes too.. and have to tweak here n there n all....

so yea.. any weirdness in the page is not the original's creator's fault! i take the blame! lol

i think i'll change it again though... cause i dont LOVE it yet...
and i have no idea why it says ' the winter snowy night.. i was waiting for u but u never turned up'
emo much??
hahahha
i just like it cause its BLUE!

and yes EXAMS ARE OVER SO IM REALLY FREEE!!!!!

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAY!

i wanted to try not sleeping for 12 hours yesterday by going to bed at 6 am but then.. by 445 i was tired! must be the fact that i woke up at 6 and sat for 2 papers and didnt take any nap...
hehehe
michelle thinks that crazy? how is that crazy?
oh and according to her... im hyper because i dont have enough sleep...
so thats why im always hyper??? especially at night??
hahaha!

ps: kids nowadays have UNLIMITED energy! our venue for our exams was dr2 which was facing the sri kl's school's playground area and poor lil me was sitting near the door... SO... it was so ANNOYING trying to think when all u can hear is 'HEHHEHEHHE. AHHHHHHH... WAAAAAA!!!' it didnt help that i didnt know how to do so many questions! so i really felt like commiting murder then!

ramblings ahead....

2007-06-14T15:09:00.000+08:00

okay so i have been feeling extremely lazy to blog... and i know i told some of u its because im busy studying and all...

well i lied...

hahah

i havent been using my time all that wisely... its strange how i can hardly focus when im studying... its not like im the type who can really focus n keep still.. but this year its extremely hard!!! i think im developing a case of ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder)

2 papers down.. and now whats left is chemistry and maths....
and again.. i cant bring myself to study... nevermind... theres still time... ~~denial denial~~

if u plan on asking me about how was the papers.....
DON'T
or i'll start rambling about how insanely hard it was... or how stupid i was to not know how to answer... or how foolish i was to not study earlier...

i swear that my brain died today after the biomedical science paper....

sure it was just multiple choice questions... should be easy peasy rite???

NUH-UH!

try attempting 100 questions on cells, metabolism, tissues, homeostasis, nervous system, muscles, drugs etc etc and tell me how 'easy' it can be...

i was going crazy halfway through the paper... and i kept fidgetting cause there were just so many words.. so many questions.. so many information.. so much thinking to be done.. so many CHOICES!!!!

i hate true or false questions! and the kind where u're supposed to choose which combination of statements are true!

picture this: me looking at the question.... then looking at the possible answers... hmmm i think the 1st satement is true.... oh wait.. the 3rd one is possible too!... but theres no combination for 1 and 3! omg... thinks somemore..... thinks.. thinks... thinks.... brain dies!! ahha ok fine.. i just end up guessing...
multiple this scenario by like.... a gazillion times and thats me during exam!!

only a person who swallowed the entire textbook would know the answers.... and mind you.. i didnt even touch my textbook *proud*
hahahhah *slaps self*

oh my goodness... see how much i rambled already?? i should stop before i start talking about the genomics paper....

so what have i been up to lately??
trying to study la! (keyword here is TRYING)

the things i do when im supposed to be studying...
play with anything within sight... including the hello kitty ink stamp i bought last year with sk n mic... *chop chop chop* *scribble scribble*
my companion..... RIBENA!!!(along with the mug that expresses how i feel) hahahah i know its supposed to be nescafe since im a 'uni' student n all... but im just not so hardcore....
besides... ribena taste so much better than coffee!!!! (but i like coffee too)
another ADHD symptom... i have TONS of these scribbled paper on my desk now.... its ALL GONE now....... and they were such yummylicious chocolates too
at the rate im going... dont be surprised if i gained a lot of weight by the time finals are over...
the thing about me .... and MOST chocolate/junk addicted girls... is that i NEED to eat when im trying to study... it helps distract me.. AND i keeps me from getting bored...
its called comfort food for a reason!!!!

the downside?? pimples have been popping up like MAD! *cries*

i got bored n started stamping tissue paper...

basically u can find me doing any other activity except studying!! few examples:

- cutting my nails n buffing them... situation: reading notes.. looks at nails... hmm.. they're quite long huh.... cuts them.... hmm lets make them shiny too! (as if i have the time in the world)

- cleaning my table (which i have never bothered doing since.. forever) ... this happened on day 1 of my studying plan.. which failed terribly... situation: opens notes( i dont read books remember?)... looks at desk... hmm pretty messy aint it?... starts clearing stuff... found expired chewing gum... ate it to see how different it would taste.. (its the same n i'm was fine thank you) found my lost scrunchie... and some sweets that has been there for god knows how long...

- filling up my desktop calendar that has been empty since the start of the year.. situation: looking at notes... glances at desktop calendar... hmm its pretty empty.... start filling up 'important' dates.... (i even hightlighted my exam dates! ^^)

and i still find the time to go online (but i appear offline on msn to feel less guilty) and watch tv!

in fact i've been watching a lot more tv than i normally do... i can watch up to 3 movies at one go.. and get this: i watched those movies before in the cinema already! hahahha

now tell me im gonna pass with flying colours! ~~and ill smack you~~

i need serious help....

2007-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

time for an update?

last friday me and 3 foodies went to watch pirates 3!

hmm... the plot could have definitely been better... but overall it was still decent to watch..

-captain jack was a lot more NUTS this time around..

-i couldnt really remember why on earth will and elizabeth were fighting in the beginning.. O.o

-i still dont get the whole calypso deal....

-the ending for the lovers were bittersweet...

-the special effects were really cool...

-i laughed a lot ...

-even when they were getting married... haha

-i still get to ogle at johnny and orlando... xD

what i regret the most?

I DIDNT WAIT FOR THE CREDITS to finish rolling!!!

hence spoiler: i didnt get to see the 'reunion'

ARGHHH

so if u havent watch it.. remember to watch the credits too!!!!!

pictures from that day...

we went for lunch/dinner at genki's
mwah! starfish is always laughing at our silliness...
pao joined us after the show... (seriously.. ur haircut is NICE)
vege's art....

the following friday after that we went and watch shrek 3!

we were late!!!! but i kinda predicted it because....

- IT WAS RAINING

- long kor said her friends bought tickets for 440 but i was still waiting by 430...

- i just knew it was gonna be a bad day becuz i decided to wear my new shoes and IT WAS RAINING...

so anyway....

- we managed to fit 7 person in the car...

- long kor's fren drove us there... it was pretty funny when he was asking for directions and we were too busy talking to hear so at one point he just stopped in the middle of the road...

- we searched high and low for parking

- but we got rewarded when our desperation got us a parking!! we got down and saw a car going out... the kind guy actually waited for our car to come back!

- we got there pretty late...

- we ended up with front row seats... (my neck is fine tho)

- there were a row of kids behind us....

- the ANNOYING kid WOULDNT STOP KICKING my damn seat!!!!

- it was COLD

but i still enjoyed the movie... it wasnt THAT great or anything.. just mediocre... with silliness and laughter.. yup.. still a good comedy to watch!

so we had dinner and walked walked... hmm.. couldnt find anything i particularly liked..

we bought something for all 6 of us at diva's! hmm.. i must take a pic of it when all foodies are present...

after sending vege back, long kor me n pao decided to pay fishy a visit... so we sat in the car and talked and talked...

damn long never see ms fishy already!! so we ended up talking in the car for more than an hour.. it got to a point where we were wondering if we would die of carbon monoxide poisoning.. and the neighbours kept looking at us like we're some criminals =.=

fishy told us that she actually rejected her class trip for US! so we were super uber touched!!!

we promised her we would cry for 3 days and 3 nights! haha

long kor broke some news to us... =(

we'll just have to enjoy ourselves till the time comes..

oh yea!! today is ong see ki's bday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (not like u actually visit my blog also but watever)

shes also having her exams soon... good luck dear!

sook koon, me, jessy, see ki, michelle

dear BBM n harou-ers, we must meet up soon kay!

oh crap.. finals are really near...

i must start studying!!!!

i really should stop going online everyday.... (thats what i say ALL the time)

maybe i wont blog so often to lessen the guilt...

well thats all for today!

tata!

2007-05-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

warning: not a happy bunny
how i wish blogger has an option to lock certain entries =.=
seriously u can just ignore this entry

this extremely prompt post was triggered while i was talking to a dear friend of mine....

its one of those times again...
i've seen it happened so many times to others.... heck.. i've even been in this type of situations..

i guess we havent really lived if we've never been betrayed before...

sometimes i feel like relationships are like a string of beads... one snap is all it takes for a mess to be created... and what do u have left? a single strand of sanity that u cling onto?

what causes the fragility of such relationships?
jealousy? pride? anger? greed?
human nature?
i suppose...

since its generally unavoidable...

im sure we've all been through it..
one day u realise people who you thought were your friends suddenly turn out to be less than friends...
sure bitching is pretty normal... we all do it... but its only alright to a certain extent..

we should all realise that words hold a certain power....
it can bring joy...
and it can hurt...
boy can it hurt...

to the one that this post was intended for:

remember my words...

stay strong... for life is full of this kind of shit...
as much as we hate it.. we're gonna meet backstabbing jerks/bitches like this all the time..
and at the end of it we just have to say
oh fuck it.. and move on with life...

im not asking u to shut yourself from others...
just learn from what u experienced...
theres no use changing who u are...

so i've been bitched about... do i change who i am? no... i might be sad over it.. i might even cry over it.. i might be crushed... but im not gonna change who i am for the world!

maybe there IS something wrong with me... but hey..
you cant please EVERYONE can you?

u open your heart out to ppl... and sometimes people come along and just rip it apart... and stomp all over it...

if you're lucky...
you'll find true friends who will be there for u.. to pick up the pieces.. to assure u... to lend u an ear... a shoulder even...
and thats when u'll be more than thankful...
finding one of these friends probably come with meeting tens or hundreds of people who are really not your true friends..

what if u find that u're not lucky enough to have this kind of friends?

well pick up the pieces on your own dummy... u'll survive!
and open your eyes bigger...
chances are... your friends are right beside you all along...

omfg.. i hope i didnt preach too much there... IM SO SORRY...
dear/darling/honey/watever forms or endearment.... please dont waste your tears over useless people...
I HATE SEEING MY FRIENDS CRY
IT MAKES ME SAD N EMO N I FEEL LIKE CRYING TOO!!!!
hence this entry.....

for my friends...
for those that i have hurt...
im honestly sorry... if i have EVER hurt u... i have never meant it.. im just a silly person who says silly things without processing it with my brain...

for those who are still calling themselves my friends...
I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!

if theres anything at all... feel free to talk to me k?

ps: any typos are due to emotional instability... LOL.... ok im just really lazy to check so bear with me....

and oh yea...
i really HATE hearing the word chill when im frustrated/angry/pissed.....
just wanted to announce that...

muchos love!!!

its me again!!!!

2007-05-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

WARNING: i think i am currently high on god knows what..

hellluu peepsss!!!! im A BIT hyper at the moment so i thought i should blog abit..
gosh i just realised that i have been blogging everyday... is my life sad or what?
what the hell? its SO NOT sad kay.. if its sad i would be umm... studying....
which is what im supposed to be doing since it is a 'STUDY' break... somehow my mind doesnt want to register the word STUDY!!! im no where near half way done with my genomics report or any other assignments...

im blogging n watching idol at the same time.. its the FINALE!!!!! cant wait cant wait!

im craving to drink water with taste...
if u... like my other frens... are wondering wats that... its...

not water.......

but seriously... i waaaaannnnnn.... dammit why isnt there any ribena ( yes i drink that n im NOT a kid) left.... orange juice is gone.. n so is apple juice!!! n its only wednesday!!

is my body demanding for glucose or wat??

ohhh yeaaaa.... guess whatt??? i woke up at 255 pm today!! so PROUD!!!! and u know what?? i slept at 7 am yesterday! WEEEEEE
n i wasnt even doing anything.... not rushing for assignments and all that crap.... HAHHA
i was looking at the clock at 3 am.. and i just wondered how long i can last... u know.... CURIOUS... so i just stayed up...
at 6 30 my mum knocked on my door and asked if i have class... LOL.... n at 7 i finally decided to sleep.....

i missed blake's 1st performance n simon said round 1 goes to him! wtf! i wanted to SEEE!!
i duno who to support =.=

i wonder why ppl that i chatted with today all think there's something wrong with me...

adeline thinks i sound very happpy... okay so MAYBE she can sense my excitement tru chatting.. and maybe i was chatting like how i talk when im excited.. which is like super fast.. hahah!

thines thinks im weird....
Thines [ EPL > FA Cup + Carling Cup ] says:
lee ting
Thines [ EPL > FA Cup + Carling Cup ] says:
ur getting really weird..
٭тίηg٭ says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Thines [ EPL > FA Cup + Carling Cup ] says:
ok..ur starting to freak me out..

kavi thinks god needs to bless me...
٭тίηg٭ says:
but now im back to being relaxed
٭тίηg٭ says:
HAHAHHA
٭тίηg٭ says:
n being a BIT hyper
٭тίηg٭ says:
WOOOO
- vi - says:
ok i can see that...
٭тίηg٭ says:
maybe i will die later
٭тίηg٭ says:
hahahahhahah
٭тίηg٭ says:
like u noe
٭тίηg٭ says:
the rush before u crash
- vi - says:
... LEE TING

- vi - says:
.. seriously lee ting
- vi - says:
god bless your soul

jacqueline thinks im siao aka crazy the moment she 1st chats with me..
(probably because my personal message reads: WEEEE~~ very bery cherry NOT crazy~TIM TAMS>TIMOTHY ALEXANDER KEYES)
sue mae says:
hi
sue mae says:
u ok?
sue mae says:
hahahha
٭тίηg٭ says:
HAHHAHAHAH
٭тίηg٭ says:
IM FINE
sue mae says:
ahahha
sue mae says:
u xiao d eh?

and another fren also thinks im crazy...
just because i name my emoticons!!! i mean some of the really cute ones really deserve a name right!!! and its not like i name ALL of them... just the cute ones... =)
like arnold.. harold... lala... wally... bunny... mr.egg yolk... umm....

okay maybe i should stop...

i feel like kicking my brother.... thats not a sudden urge... its just... because...

jordin's last song already!!! and later got heroes!!!! WEEEE
hiro is just so damn cute! i feel like shrinking him and keeping him in my pocket...
just so i can hear him speak in english... its super cute la!!

im lubbin lovin' you...
“Lovin’ you tsunaideta kimi no tega... Lovin’ you hanarete yuku... Lovin’ you boku no te wa kimi dake w... Lovin’ you motometeru no ni…”
super likey the song!

woot!

2007-05-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

today we have a guest blogger!!! 1st guest blogger for my blog! miss chai sook koon! her post should be below mine...
the reason why shes blogging is becuz the tim tams aka TIMOTHY ALEXANDER KEYES craze is still on!!! timothy happens to be the hot dude my fren has taken a liking to... LOL
and i was super lazy to blog abt it.. n i have stuff to blog abt... hehe!

found an extremely..... INTERESTING article...
yesterday on yahoo news....

Gay flamingos pick up chick
LONDON (AFP) - A pair of gay flamingos have adopted an abandoned chick, becoming parents after being together for six years, a British conservation organisation said Monday.
Carlos and Fernando had been desperate to start a family, even chasing other flamingos from their nests to take over their eggs at the Wildfowl and Wetlands Trust (WWT) in Slimbridge near Bristol.

But their egg-sitting prowess made them the top choice for taking an unhatched egg under their wings when one of the Greater Flamingo nests was abandoned.
The couple, together for six years, can feed chicks by producing milk in their throats.

"Fernando and Carlos are a same sex couple who have been known to steal other flamingos' eggs by chasing them off their nest because they wanted to rear them themselves," said WWT spokeswoman Jane Waghorn.

"They were rather good at sitting on eggs and hatching them so last week, when a nest was abandoned, it seemed like a good idea to make them surrogate parents."
Gay flamingos are not uncommon, she added.
"If there aren't enough females or they don't hit it off with them, they will pair off with other males," she said.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20070521/od_afp/britainanimalsgay_070521160344

its really amusing huh? well it was to me.... homosexuality exists in nature!
im not mocking homosexuality or anything... in fact im pretty okay with it.. we're all humans... whats wrong with trying to be who we really are?

back to the article....
im really curious... how do they define gay-ness in the animal world? i mean.. do the 2 flamingos... er... go at it??
but u can see male dogs humping each other when they're on heat n theres no females around... its all cause of arh... sexual tension eh?

so the flamingos... its funny how they're like a couple no? n they even wan 1 one of their own =.= kinda like humans... but i wonder...
what is the extent of their relationship? how r they gay? r they just really close? like best buddies?? haha
or maybe they're just that way because they dun like any of the females they know....
HAHA
okay.. i dunno what am i getting at... the article was just interesting to me....

moving on....

today is mummy dearest's birthday!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
my dear patient, wonderful, incredible, so NOT old and STILL pretty mummy!!!

secret recipe's marble cake! yummy~
candid!
i love ya mummy! (sis say dad looks like santa here... HAHA... he kinda does... LOL)
the 2nd cake she got! tiramisu.... (as if i dont pig out enough already)

although i dont really show it that much.. but i do love love love my mummy! because i wouldnt be who i am without her!
its amazing how much she put up with me....
sorry for... annoying u... being harsh at times... being stubborn... being short tempered... being unreasonable...
of course i noe mothers noe best! but hehe... sometimes we just cant help ourselves huh....

things that define her as MY mum....
- shes extremely pessimistic.... AT TIMES
thats why sometimes i wonder how my dad n her got together.. they're extreme opposites! dad will dream and talk about buying stuff... going places... and mum will shoot him down with : u got money a not 1st?

- she doesnt believe in her own kids... MUCH
seriously... she always assumes the worst from us.... which is why i hate telling her my results for anything! last time i used the 'u guess' method... but its depressing because the 1st two words out of her mouth will be : FAIL AR?
dang!

- she doesnt support her kids.. MUCH
watching a match/game with her is annoying... she likes going against her kids... i have no idea why... maybe its amusing for her? like lets say.. a few years back Thomas Cup right? so of course support msia la.. so all of us rooting 4 our country.. n then mum would be all ' cannot 1 la.. sure lose... nah u see u see!' and yea.. we lost =.= even f1 also.. last time when kimi was in mclaren... she kept saying... 'kimi's car... cannot 1 la... not reliable also' =.= even the recent FA finals... she damn semangat-ed to support chelsea.. eventho she doesnt even noe who plays for chelsea... she just likes annoying us =.=

ahah! i just realised that all these are not very good things... but its what makes her cute i suppose.. lol!
luv ya mummy~

till next time~